Sorry the
has gotten you
I'm gaining weight even though I am dieting, eating better, and exercising daily
I was 140lbs 2 months ago, now I am back up to almost 150lbs, I hate it! It's so depressing to see on the scale when I am working so hard every day.
I am also starting to highly doubt my choice in having a 3rd child, I don't think I am mentally or physically built to handle multiple children. I had the chance to experience life with 3 kids today (had my 9 yr old cousin with us and the two I already have) and I just couldn't handle the crying and whining and screaming and yelling and complaining coming at me from all directions, I could barely keep track of them all at once, and definitely couldn't keep up with them. It's a wonder no one was kidnapped or my stuff wasn't stolen. This was with my aunt's help, and it was only for 3 hrs, and I thought I was going to lose my mind! It was a living nightmare I never want to repeat again! I may have to just bow out and stick with the two I have now and leave it at that. So sorry for the rant, I know this isn't the place to do it, guess I just need a good moan