Hi, everyone
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I thing it is time for me to tell u my story. I have been reading for a while in the forum, sometimes posting but I don't know why I have been scared to share my story. So here it is:
My name is Desi and I am 28. My hubby is Presley 31. We got married 2006. At the time I was studying my bachelor's degree and because I was all the time in a lab dealing with radioactive elements, I could not afford it to be pregnant. I started taking anti baby pill in March 2005. Two years later in March 2007 I stopped the pill because I had side effects that I could not stand. In August the same year we decided to NTNP
. The months were passing and nothing was happening. In June 2008 and a year later I did blood test and both times my hormones were just right. My husband did not want to test. At the time our live was very difficult. So, I just decided to continue NTNP.
Eventually, we moved in UK. I graduated second Master's degree. And one day I told my husband "I will arrange an appointment with our GP and we will start testing to see why we can't have children. " He agreed and on 4th of June we had our first consultation. The same month we decided really to try for a baby. I looked in internet ovulation calculator. Thankfully, I wasn't too busy at work so we had a lot of sex. About five days after my O, I started feeling weird. I had constipation, very sore nipples, nausea and I thought " OMG I think I am pregnant". I did a test about 10dpo and I expected to see again one line. I had already started feeling my breasts less tender. I looked at the test and I thought my eye were playing tricks on me. There were these so much desirable
. I called my husband.he said he could see them. I did not know what to think. My husband got very excited. But he was not in my body. I knew something was not right. The same day I got very strong pain when going to pee. The next day I went to see a nurse and the nurse test was
. I did another one two days later and the result was
. My AF came with a day delay. I am sure that there was something. For me and my hubby we lost a child. This broke our hearts.
Our next appointment with the doctor is on 17 September. They will tell us how many eggs I have, my scan results and what quality of sperm my husband has. I am so scared and excited. I don't want to hear bad news.
I started doing O test and I think I have every month. I really hope that soon will be expecting our first child. If not we are open for adoption. I can't see my life without children. I love children and I can love another child as mine.
Sorry, for the long story ladies. I pray for all of u and I just want to tell u that patience is the key for success. When you feel u are loosing your patience don't hesitate to write to me. I am a good listener.
GOOD LUCK!!!