im so confused right now, i never even considered meeting someone i found online, except the couple girls i met on netmums. but after not wanting to go out in the cold and boredom setting in, i went on my msn. got chatting to this boy i have had on there for years added him back when i was into all the social networking sites but never really talked.
but we started chatting, and aside from the fact he is very good looking, has a great body, is a professional footballer and does some modelling. i clicked with him instantly, before i knew any of that stuff..and yes i know he isnt making it up, although i never met him he only lives 10 mins down the road and he is good friends with a couple of boys my mum worked with and a girl i knew at school. i gave him my number which i have never done before to anyone i met online.
and i really want to meet him, but im really nervous that i wont get on with face to face cause i can be quite shy or that he wont find me attractive in the flesh, cause i do think i look better in pics lol, but theres a part of me thinking if i dont i will really regret it...we are both kinda in relationships that arnt going anywhere, our partners both cheated but like eachother but we have never fully forgiven them we both just stay for the kids, me for sophia, and he has 2 boys, (aged 2 and 1) he said he wouldnt even say it was a relationship as such, same for me. and i also made the mistake of looking at his kids mums facebook, and she is absouletly stunning, dark haired tanned and without a scrap if makeup, which didnt make me feel anymore confident..oohh i duno what to do.
so yeah any advice and your experience plz xxx
but we started chatting, and aside from the fact he is very good looking, has a great body, is a professional footballer and does some modelling. i clicked with him instantly, before i knew any of that stuff..and yes i know he isnt making it up, although i never met him he only lives 10 mins down the road and he is good friends with a couple of boys my mum worked with and a girl i knew at school. i gave him my number which i have never done before to anyone i met online.
and i really want to meet him, but im really nervous that i wont get on with face to face cause i can be quite shy or that he wont find me attractive in the flesh, cause i do think i look better in pics lol, but theres a part of me thinking if i dont i will really regret it...we are both kinda in relationships that arnt going anywhere, our partners both cheated but like eachother but we have never fully forgiven them we both just stay for the kids, me for sophia, and he has 2 boys, (aged 2 and 1) he said he wouldnt even say it was a relationship as such, same for me. and i also made the mistake of looking at his kids mums facebook, and she is absouletly stunning, dark haired tanned and without a scrap if makeup, which didnt make me feel anymore confident..oohh i duno what to do.
so yeah any advice and your experience plz xxx