Gertrude, don't feel bad. Only one of my friends has BF to a year. SIL went to 6 weeks but expressing, not feeding. No one else I know has BF. Even my mum is very pro FF.
I'm still BFing but it's bloody tough! Way way way harder than I ever imagined it would be. Thought it'd be natural & easy. It's so not! The hardest thing is never being able to leave Rex unless I express and I'm not getting much out when I express so that's not really an option. Would just like a few hours out shopping or something! Oh and also a bottle of lovely lovely wine! Ah well, one month down, 5 to go! x