I know what you mean StillPraying. I think it's because we're kinda afraid to get attached to the babies we are growing now for fear of losing them like the ones we've lost before and then the fear of never being able to hold our baby(ies) in our arms or knowing we should of by now is hard and sad for us so it kinda depresses us. If that makes any sense.
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But we gotta think positive that our turn WILL come and we will have that, too and that all of this will be worth it in the end!
AFM, today I woke up at 4:30 am needing to pee (unusual for me) and then went and got back in bed and went back to sleep and woke up again at 9:30 and I've had this strange soreness in my left boob all day long today. I say it's strange because I am one of these women who never get boob symptoms! LOL!
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So yeah even with a bra on it's still kinda sore feeling. I'm also hungry and craving cheese and refried beans dip.
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So I'm trying to take it as a good thing and trying to trust that it all means that the baby is doing just fine (I hope). I'm also TRYING to not worry lol. Part of me wants to use another digi weeks test in the am with fmu but part of me is scared to because of that stupid one from last time a week ago. UGH!
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But my first appt and scan is in a week so I'm trying to remain hopeful but I'm nervous, too. Sigh. Such is the story of our lives though lately, huh?
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Anyways, I hope you ladies are all having a great weekend and that all is going well with you all and your babies!
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