I will update abit from me (iv been distant and not posted at all for ages)
I was admitted to hospital on Sunday afternoon as i wasn't feeling
good i had morning sickness badly from 6 weeks but it just got worse
and to the point where i was too weak i couldn't look after my son i was
in bed for 24 hours straight
and i was throwing up any food possible i
ate or if i ate it made me really sick .. So i got put on a drip and gave loads
of medication basically to help me.. i had so much fluid put in me as i was
very severe and they said it is life threatening
.. i had hyperemesis gravidarum
in the end i was starved and majorly dehydrated.. any amount of water i drank
didn't change it so i had no choice but loads and loads of fluid every hour
.. I had to stay in 24 hours until the Ketones in my wee had gone negative
which wasn't looking hopeful!
i had such a rough night sleep aswell horrible
beds and constant nurse changing my fluid bag throughout the night and let
me just say a canuler in your arm isn't great when your sleeping i think one in
my hand would of been better but i had it where you have blood tests done ..
My blood pressure was really bad
so that was another reason to not let me
go home, i was happy to be in there to be taken care of and get better but
i didn't want to spend another day in there i was lonely only having my mum able
to visit me 2-4 and 6-8 or 1 of them if she couldn't come .. i had to wait until
6 on monday evening to even go home because they was faffing about basically
not checking if i was better
i stopped being sick anyway after i had
stuff put in where my drip was must of been strong nausea stuff
...
then they gave me a tablet on monday .. but i was eating and drinking which was
a relief! .. i feelt alot better after the fluids .. I feel 100% better now im kind
of going back to normal i have the odd sickness but i can handle this! .. im back
on Cyclzine tablets they must help but there short term so only 21 tablets again
i have to take 3 a day so basically i only get 10 days of them which i don't know
why they wouldn't just give me them for until im past 1st tri when it is more likely
to pass completely ..
.. but last time when i finished the tablets .. i was better
but couple days after thats when it started again and worst its ever been :\ ..
so im not happy for when these tablets run out
.. My doctors were so nasty
to my mum too.. there so bad at getting you in for an appointment you usually
have to wait 3 weeks if its not an emergency!
you basically have a fight
over the phone.. there so rude .. she rang to ask them if we could get my tablets
from them because id have to wait 2 hours in the hospital so till 7-8pm which i
couldn't do.. but they said no i couldn't
even though i was prescribed these
by my doctor first and he said i could come back for more if needed
!
Iv had problems at home too.. my family all know im pregnant now.. only my mum
knew really and she was worried about me coping with 2 kids and affording it..
and she basically put alot of stuff in my head and i got stressed and was breaking
down.. she wanted me to think what to do and the more i thought about it the more
i thought i don't deserve this baby it deserves a family and everything it can
possibly want .. not with me when ill struggle.. but think now im okay im still abit
stressed and everything but
.. its hormones and emotions piled up with
being pregnant too.. i even started to not want to be around my son because
of how bad i feelt
which is awful! hes my world! Me and FOB aren't together
we split up not long ago so it just made things harder as i don't want to be a single
parent again
my DS's dad isn't around (he left me and chose to not see his son)
so i know how it all goes and it broke my heart for him to not have his daddy, this
baby will as FOB has a daughter anyway and he has her alot so thats good least i
know things will be better this time
And heres my little pea and my bloaty thats decided its popped out!
Oh and i should be 10 weeks 1 day today but they didn't tell me much at the scan
she asked me how far i am
iv only got an estimate.. but she said im between
9-10 weeks no EDD
but ill get that 8th October with my dating scan i assume
im guessing im what i think as the scan the baby is still quite small unless thats normal
at 10 weeks i haven't had a scan at this stage before
...
xxx
but hes already a dad so he knows
xx
