LOL soph .. my mum said the same to me..
would of been all fine if me and ernie just sorted it..
we would of literally been sorted for the baby
(i don't want anyone who reads to think.. "why the hell is she having
another baby when she can't even get a home")
.. it was somewhat
perfect and i ruined it all so my bad.. i got myself into this silly mess
& in all fairness im not sure what the hell i am going to do if i can't get anywhere
to live because i cannot stay here i don't want to anyway and its not fair to
my dad and he won't let me stay because of the space issue.. mason already
drives him nuts at times he loves him but i feel he should have his own time not
be a grandad fulltime iykwim..
End day no-one in my family are positive about this i can tell they aren't happy
and don't want me to have another baby which doesn't help me because im feeling
shit with all the stuff iv been through already with the baby .. and not sure if i will
even connect with s/he .. as i don't feel as excited as ernie is.. and i don't feel like
i did when pregnant with mason
.. which is odd.. my mum is supportive but
she worries about me and it makes me worry how ill cope if my own mum worries!