Arghhh !!

[Mummy2Angel.]

I just want to burst into tears this is slowly killing me so much harder than i thought it would be

I got blood results back yesterday the nurse wouldnt give me the numbers but said levels were fine for early pregnany and to be re-tested on thursday to ensure rising levels. So i done a tesco test yesterday afternoon and the test line was the same colour as control line but when i done one this morning the test line was slightly lighter then the control, only slightly but its sent me into insanity how do i deal with these negative feelings? no bleeding, spotting or any pain but i just cant help things will go wrong, and at least if i think it'll go wrong i'm prepared for it

 

[XxGemmaXX]

AWW I know what you mean.

I have tested everyday since I got my BFP last Monday and the lines comes up straight away but It still not quite sunk in yet

Every time I go to the loo I keep expecting to see blood but nothing so I am praying this little bean will be fine.

I am just waiting for midwife to get in touch and I may have a early scan.
I am unsure of my dates as I have had no AF in between MC and new pregnancy

Gem x

 

[kafs78]

Babe try to STOP doing tests - it only making you stress more.

Your 100% pregnant - so unless you have RED blood..... you will remain 100% pregnant...

Think PMA....................

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

Thanks kathleen trying to stay positive but so hard, got more blood tests on thursday and should get results on friday, and if all is ok i will book an early scan for 8 weeks.....if i get that far x

 

[kafs78]

you WILL get that far.....

Did the MW offer you an early scan? Mines did, which was great! went to MOnklands Health centre

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

Ive not made MW appointment yet im wiaitng for the bloods on thursday to make sure levels are rising before i book one, was thinking about a private scan at 8w x

 

[Leanne020807]

Try and stay positive and try not to stress, take each day as it comes i know its easy said than done but try xxx

 

[kanga]

M2A, Ive seen lots of posts of ppl doing tests that get lighter and lighter as pg goes on, My advice is stop torturing yourself!

I think its true that once you get to like 3 months, you get negative hpts as your hcg is so off the chart, the test cant measure it. So by that reckoning, the tests will gradually get lighter until they fade to nothing as your pg goes on

I agree with Kafs, as long as there is no red blood then theres no reason why everything isnt fine xx

 

[Mizze]

I agree honey you HAVE to stop doing the tests - it can only drive you crazy. Ive never checked an hcg level in my life -please please stop torturing yourself. It only leads to stress and stress is BAD!


PMA is what keeps you sane -but Gemma I still check every wipe and im coming up on 22 weeks and had a perfectly healthy 20 week scan - its just something you do!

Kafs - havent seen you for ages - delighted that everything is okay.

Oh and I would recommend an 8 week scan - I had one and it did calm me down.

Mizze

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

Thanks ladies! at least i know i'm normal feeling like this lol

 

[blondee]

Hiya,

I used a tesco's cheapo and only got a faint line - got a nice bump now though!! Don't doubt the tests, they are good!

Congrats, hun!

Xx

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

I think i've lost the plot with testing i got my first bfp on FRER, then done two boots, then a digi, and now 4 tesco and got another two digi in drawer lol i'm feeling a bit more relaxed now thanks ladies x

 

[kafs78]

Rebecca - i had an 9wks private scan booked, but luckily i saw my MW 1 day before and she offerd me a scan so i could canc the private one.

I would push for an early scan... mention the red blod spots...

 

[goddess25]

You are feeling normal - try to remember that.. I agree with the other ladies and I would stop testing. Your blood work is soon and i am sure that will show your HCG is rising just fine. Having an early scan is great I had one about 7 weeks and it does reassure you for a short spell!

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

Well i've booked midiwfe for 10.30am tomorrow i figured i should just bite the bullet and do it, so hopefully will be reffered for an ealry scan x

 

[kafs78]

Really lay it on thick and more or less demand a scan. If she is any sort of MW she will offer it anyway.. but def mention the red spots ( she doesnt need to know its only a few wee dots...)

Any believe me gettng that little bit of reassurance is sooo good.

 

[Vickieh1981]

I think i've lost the plot with testing i got my first bfp on FRER, then done two boots, then a digi, and now 4 tesco and got another two digi in drawer lol i'm feeling a bit more relaxed now thanks ladies x

Still don't sound as bad as me. I did about 20 frers, 12 asda, 6 tescos. some cheapies and about 8 digis.

I also posted saying that my tests were getting lighter and I was out. This is normal stuff. xx

 

[hb1]

Good luck with the MW M2A

hx

 

[kanga]

gl today M2A x

 

[debgreasby]

I think i've lost the plot with testing i got my first bfp on FRER, then done two boots, then a digi, and now 4 tesco and got another two digi in drawer lol i'm feeling a bit more relaxed now thanks ladies x

Still don't sound as bad as me. I did about 20 frers, 12 asda, 6 tescos. some cheapies and about 8 digis.

I also posted saying that my tests were getting lighter and I was out. This is normal stuff. xx

Ah Vickie we could be twins