As you lot may already know i have been in all day cleaning. i was really looking forward to going out with my OH tonight, first time we've really had a night out together in ages. I was all dressed and ready, for OH to come from work and announce he was going out with his workmates. I literally started crying. It's been an awful week. i had my Grandad's funeral yesterday and I have spent all week debating our relationship with OH, I thought it would be good to spend some time together. He is annoyed because he says I'm "crucifying him for wanting to go out with his work" I said "No, i am just heartbroken that I spent all day looking forward to going out with you, and now you've made other plans" He says he will make it up to me. He never does. So here I am, furious. My friends all have other plans tonight, and I am stuck in with shitty saturday night TV. Yes, I know this is a sign of things to come, I am prepared for that, but I still have 5 months left to have some me and us time! I am crying now because I just feel like everything is falling to bits.