hello everyone, not been online for a while. i was rushed into hospital on thursday 29th July, straight from my local midwife appointment. my blood pressure rocketed, i had protein my urine and i had bad swelling....basically i ticked all the boxes for pre-eclampsia. i was in the risk for it anyway so i knew what to look out for. i got to the hospital at 10am and i had tests done etc. then they said i had to be induced. i was only 36weeks 3days. i had pre-eclampsia. was a bad labour/delivery. short details, had epidurial that took 30mins to do (9 attempts), blood pressure got higher and higher, i felt nothing for the first few hours but then once they broke my waters i felt everything, they upped the dose of my epidural twice but it never worked, i felt so bad, my body went into shock, i had complete body shakes, i lost consciousness most of the way through.....wow it is even more worse if i carry on but cutting it down....i felt everything, my body couldnt cope then eventually i had to push, he kept sucking back in, they said they'd have to use sucktion (?) but i just pushed and pushed and he came out. he was born 30th July at 5:48am, weighing 6lb 13oz. they took him to the special monitoring machine thingy (sorry dont know what they call it), but he didnt need help to breath so they put him straight on my chest. i burst into huge tears of happiness, joy, pain....not sure what i felt at the time, it was all so sudden and emotional. my husband cried along with me and my mum was emotional too. it was such a lovely moment in the end. they struggled to get the placenta out, it broke up into pieces apparently (my mum and husband said it was huge weird looking pieces)
i dont know, i didnt see it...i was too busy looking at my lil boy.
they eventually took me down to HDU because of my blood pressure etc, i had to have a catheta in and was in bed for over 24hours. when i got to move around on 31st it was so difficult, not just because of the birth but i still had the bag attached. me and baby were monitored regularly and eventually got on a proper ward about 4pm. then on 1st August i was meant to have my catheta took out in the morning but they didnt even know i had one, it wasnt on the board (?)....it eventually came off at 5pm and i was told i could possibly go home that evening. i was telling the docs and midwives all morning and afternoon that my baby looked abit yellow but noone listened...and then when it came time to maybe going home they turned round and said they had to check him for jaundice because he looked yellow....i wasnt happy. the results took ages, then they came back and said i couldnt leave because of that. they said if i wanted to go home then he can be moved to the special unit for his phototherapy, the midwife at the time checked to see if there was a spare crib, and took ages doing it, then came back around 8pm to tell me that there wasnt room for him there so i would have to stay in. it was so hard to decide to go home in the first place but then they say i had to stay in and be away from my husband for another night, i was so upset. i felt so bad for wanting to go home but i needed the rest to get better for the baby. they got me a side room and said i would have extra help with the baby so i could get some sleep to recover better, then maybe go home the next day. i stayed obviously, but it was so horrible watching my husband leave again, he was so upset too. he phoned me when he got home and couldnt stop crying because he was away from us yet again, he just wanted us both home. it was so sad hearing him.
well i watched as my poorly boy lay in that space-suit looking machine....he looked so fragile. i couldnt even look at him because i was so upset with him being in it. the next day at around 8am, just as my husband showed up to see us, he had his second set of blood tests done to see how he was doing. they came back normal so he got to stay out of the machine until the next set of tests. 8-9 hours later he had his rebound tests done to see how he had coped since being took out and thankfully he was doing good.
all we needed to know after that was how i was doing with my blood pressure. it was checked a few times and was just above normal range, so the midwife checked with someone higher to see if i could go home.....they said i could.
so at 9pm yesterday i finally got discharged from hospital with my son. we have been doing great since being home. my husband looked after him lastnight to let me rest and he even let me have an extra few hours in bed this morning. midwife didnt come out to check us until 4:30pm though but when she did get here it was good. me and baby are doing well, my blood pressure is normal too. she is back tomorrow to do his foot prick thing for tests and will be back friday to check my blood pressure again. if it stays normal then i wont need to go on medication.
wooooop. im only on iron tablets at the moment.
well that was long. anyway, i have a couple of pics here too. hes such a lil bugger. i love him sooooo much.
ive never felt so happy in my life. we've called him Elliott. (his dads middle name).
30th July (minutes after birth) https://i.imagehost.org/t/0570/3_37.jpg
31st July (motherly kiss) https://a.imagehost.org/t/0062/10_4.jpg
2nd August (just before he came out of the suit) https://a.imagehost.org/t/0141/13_7.jpg
2nd August (when he was allowed out of the suit - awake and so alert) https://i.imagehost.org/t/0465/17_17.jpg
2nd August (waiting to go home) https://i.imagehost.org/t/0071/27_3.jpg
3rd August (home and loving his first dummy) https://i.imagehost.org/t/0648/28_4.jpg
lol sorry for long post. i probably wont be online for a while now so i always leave something big
i was originally due 23rd August. hope everyone is doing ok. x