Back to CD1! Cycle buddies?!

[Mumzy14]

Af has arrived in full force.. doubled over with pain.. roll on for next cycle xx

 

[bpberger]

I'm sorry Mumzy. FX for next month!!!

Tristan: that makes me hopeful. I swear I'm pregnant...I just need the test to be positive. I'm having all sorts of symptoms.

 

[Tristansmom]

So sorry, Mumzy Better luck for next month

 

[bpberger]

CD 24: dinner is not settling well, sore boobs, tired...not much else going on.

 

[StrawBerry2]

Sorry Mumzy! ...

Bp your symptoms sound extremely good!! Fx for you! Will be checking in to see that

 

[bpberger]

CD25: Not much of an appetite today, emotional, sore boobs still, some slight cramping, really tired and short patience today as well.

Planning on testing again in the morning...FX I get a BFP.

How's everyone doing?

Today I had a moment...I was balling! My daughter was not listening and just getting into everything and she refused to go down for a nap. All the whining and crying was getting to me. I texted my husband and was like "I'm not sure that I want to have anymore kids." I was so frustrated and I really wasn't sure that I really wanted to have another. Then my daughter finally fell asleep on me which she rarely ever does and at that moment I realized that I do want more. I just cried and cried. My emotions are all over the place today!

 

[VioletsMommy]

 

[bpberger]

I'm sorry.

 

[bpberger]

I'm extremely frustrated. I could swear that I'm pregnant but all I get are white as white can be pregnancy tests. It's so upsetting. I'm starting to loose hope.

 

[bpberger]

CD26: BFN, moody, tired, sore boobs.

 

[Tristansmom]

BP - what's your usual cycle length? Regular? Did you temp to track O?

 

[bpberger]

BP - what's your usual cycle length? Regular? Did you temp to track O?

I'm irregular usually. My cycles have been getting shorter. 7 1/2 weeks to 6 1/2 weeks and last cycle was 5 1/2 weeks.

I did not do temps or opks. Those were stressing me out so I tired to just take it easy this cycle. Only went off of CM and BD'd every day I had ewcm or watery cm.

 

[bpberger]

CD27: gassy, sore boobs, emotional. I can't even think right now due to me typing this at 1 in the morning thanks to my daughter not wanting to go back to bed. It's nights like tonight that I really get into that I don't want anymore kids mindset. I can't handle it with just one...I dont think I can handle this times two.

 

[Tristansmom]

Gassy/constipated is a good sign - means your progesterone is high, typically happens following ovulation and if conception happened continues to rise, so that's great! I know how you feel, we all have those days, I think. Hang in there, mama!

 

[bpberger]

CD28: cramps, sore boobs, light headed, bloated, just feel off, a bit queasy at times.

My daughter has also not been acting like herself. She's been really clingy to me. Normally she is a daddy's girl but the past week or so she's been a big mama's girl. Do you think she may be able to sense it if indeed I am pregnant?

 

[bpberger]

CD29: no sign of AF, negative pregnancy test, sore boobs still, a little nauseous tonight, emotional, irritable.

 

[bpberger]

Cd30: bloating, cramps, fatigue

 

[Tristansmom]

Sorry - didn't mean to abandon you, busy week at the office! Still no positive test? Your symptoms continue to sound promising!

 

[bpberger]

CD 31: still BFN, sore boobs, fatigue, crampy

I went to the store and got a different brand of pregnancy tests so hopefully...

 

[bpberger]

Negative first response test...I've just come to the conclusion that my body is playing mean tricks on me. I'm so frustrated and just so done. At this point I feel like it's never going to happen. I was really hoping to give my daughter a sibling and have that sibling be closer in age but obviously I never get what I want. Ugh!!! I'm so over this TTC crap. It's too much.