"Bad feeling" with a previous loss?

[LilBean2010]

I lost twins in my second trimester last year. The entire pregnancy, I had a bad feeling. I just couldn't get the worry out of my head. When I lost the pregnancy it kind of confirmed my worst fear.

I am now 15+1 with a beautiful single pregnancy and in the last 2 weeks, have developed that same sinking feeling and I don't know if it means something or if it is fear from the previous loss.

My doctors have done 6 ultrasounds and the baby looks perfect - the 12 weeks scan was perfect...no red flags. I have cried all day and I don't know if it's a sign something is going to go wrong, hormones or just a bit of fear creeping in.

Has anyone else been in this kind of situation?

 

[hekate]

firstly
I think you are bound to have these concerns and fears after a loss!
I lost my little boy at 24weeks and like you I always felt as if there was something wrong....and panicked about everything.....
they never found anything wrong with him or me after....
I often wonder if I really "knew" or if it is just something I assigned to all the normal pregnancy worries with hindsight?....iykwim?
I read a load of threads in all trimesters with loads of worries and women feeling like they will never have a living baby at the end and most of the ladies have ended up with perfectly health babies....and I hope that will be the case for you and me as well!

 

[chocolate]

Sadly I think its normal for us to feel like this in a pregnancy after a loss - I lost at just past 12 weeks in Decemeber but kind of felt like I knew it was going to happen, but that time I had migraines and night chills which was unusual ......... Anyway, over the weekend I got to 8 weeks which is when I was convinced I lost last time, and symptoms vanished again and I just felt like all was gone, I said to oh I felt it was over again, and then this morning I had brown spotting and just felt like I knew it was over! So I had a scan and all is fine thank god!!! I was so convinced I knew it was over, but I was wrong, one of the only times Im thankful I was wrong lol

 

[LilBean2010]

I talked to my OB about this "bad feeling" when I went in for bleeding yesterday (thank GOD all was fine) and he said after a loss it is common to worry the whole pregnancy through, but they will monitor things extra close and pay careful attention.

Turns out my bleeding yesterday was from a cervical polyp that they cut and cauterized so it didn't continue to bleed. He said it is the best possible case for bleeding!

Thank you for your responses...it is nice to know I am normal! (or at least that feeling is normal )

Hugs and sticky baby dust to all...