Good morning ladies! How are you all today?
zowiey yay on finding a good family car. I bought myself a new car right before ttc, one big enough for all of us - dh, dogs, cats and even a baby. That was one reason for me getting a big car, but thankfully not the only one, wouldn't I be feeling idiotic right now? lol Fx that it brings you luck!
I've only told my best friend we're ttc, and as she's not ttc herself nor likely to in the near future (I hope!!!), I've really quit talking to her about it. She's great, don't get me wrong, doesn't ask if I don't want to tell, and doesn't offer any idiotic advice, it's just that I know she doesn't understand how awful this feels. And, of course, I can hardly talk about it without starting to cry these days...
DH definitely doesn't want anyone to know we're having problems or even ttc, but I'm hoping that if we need IVF or something he'll let me tell my parents - they would help financially with it all. But we'll see how it goes. So far I'm very happy people don't know, as the expectations would be too much for me to handle, let alone questions. I know my parents would be very excited, as I'm my father's only child, so his only chance for grandchildren, and my mom is besotted with my sister's kids already. Mom has dropped some hints the last few years, but perhaps she's gotten the message that I really don't want to hear baby news etc, because I just comment briefly and change the subject.
On some days even hearing someone is pregnant and that it's not me is too much, and often those seem to be the days pregnant women and babies are everywhere. That's when I even avoid places like this forum, because you can't avoid it here! I know someone else getting pregnant doesn't take anything away from me, but I always get the 'Why her, and not me?" thing anyway. Or perhaps "Why not me too?" is more like it. Sorry ladies, I know I'm awful, but it's been another one of those mornings here, everyone discussing their babies over coffee at work, complaining about not getting enough sleep etc, and all I wanted to do was tell them I'd be happy to stay up with a baby, they should try being infertile for a while and see which they'd like better!
At least my weight seems to be going down, so that's something, right? =)
Ooops, double post!
I just meant I wish we could use that excuse too! Would shut people up without causing anyone to be uncomfortable. Saying you're infertile tends to make people uncomfortable for sure. 
Ooooo holiday baby, that would be awesome!
