Bellys to Bumps

[EmmyReece]

I'm going over there to fetch relatives over here for a few days. Including my cousin and her baby girls

Ladies have had an awful day, but didn't cave and pig out My brother was a nasty piece of work today and in the middle of an argument (after he'd thrown a shoe at me) called me a fat fuck (his exact words). And it all boils down to me having a go at him for being a nasty piece of work to the dogs

 

[Lisa84]

Thats a horrible thing to say hun i hate people who get personnal during arguements coz u nearly always say something that cant be taken back. Even when u have made up its always goin to be something u remember xxxxxx xxxxxx

 

[EmmyReece]

I just don't want to have anything to do with him whatsoever now I ran around for him the other week when things were tough, we always offer lifts, grab stuff from town etc. I almost called him a pothead, but had to stop myself as I really think he would have hit me I'm soooooo angry right now

 

[twinkle1975]

We fell off the first page!!

Emmy your brother sounds like a knob!! I think every family has one! During an argument with his dad the other day Matthew finally told him the stress we're going through with ttc (he usually says he doesn't care what M's problems are) - his dad's response? "Oh I thought it was something serious" Stupid fuck!
Well done for not caving in & stuffing your face xxx

How is everyone else doing?

 

[EmmyReece]

I haven't spoken to him since, I just really don't want to

The house is feeling really empty tonight, no kids running round, or Lexi cooing I hate it when visitors go home, but am glad I can get back to normal as I've been practically living off pro plus and lucozade as I haven't been sleeping well while they were here

How's things with you twinks?

 

[Traskey]

Emmy, get some rest. Sounds like you need it after a busy few days.

Diet wise I am sts! Driving me nuts of course.

Twinks, Err lttc is serious and it bloody hurts more than a broken leg!

 

[twinkle1975]

Emmy I second the suggestion that you get some rest!
Trask - grr to sts - stick with it pet - you're doing a great job! Thanks for understanding about M's dad - I could punch his face in!!

 

[EmmyReece]

I probably would have done twinks, until anyone has been in this situation then they can't understand how much it hurts

traks sorry about sts, hope you get a decent loss this week

I think I've seriously messed up my sleeping pattern, it was gone midnight when I settled down to sleep, and then I was up just after 8 which is when everyone started waking up while my cousins were here

 

[Traskey]

Yeah, children never sleep in. Well, apart from teenagers

On This Morning today at 11:30, some former BB star has been told she's infertile due to years of yoyo dieting

 

[Lisa84]

Which BB star was that hun?

Thats why i have always been wary of extreme diets like LL and atkins. Who knew it wouldn't make a bit of difference lol xxx

 

[Traskey]

A blonde one I think they said her name was Chantal or something.

 

[twinkle1975]

I was starting to get a little bit worried about all our bellys to bumps ladies so just done the rounds of some of the journals - glad you're all still ok! xxx

 

[cranberry987]

twinkle, ive just been following you posting in ppls journals! Wasnt stalking i promise

Id be surprised if that chantal thing wasnt a massive pr thing. these people just want attention from any avenue tbh. i saw jordan on living last night doing a programme about how hard it is bringing up disabled kids, no shit, does this really need to be pointed out by her?

 

[EmmyReece]

you sure you weren't cran???

feeling pleased with myself tonight, it isn't a big thing, but I turned down a plate full of chippy chips and just nicked 6 to put on a slice of brown bread lol ... it just doesn't satisfy me anymore eating all that for some reason

how's everyone doing tonight?

 

[cranberry987]

well done, I firmly believe in just having a little bit if you fancy it. stops you boshing the whole plate of chips later on when the craving takes you over.

 

[EmmyReece]

I got myself some lychees and white nectarines for later

 

[Traskey]

When they got Chantelle on the tv, she said it wasn't anything to do with yoyo dieting! She had no eggs left at 27 and it was just something she was born with.

*Bangs head*

I have eaten way too much food today, it's tragic. Although it's what i would have eaten before. Just makes me realise how much I was eating. Good job I burnt off just over 600 calories swimming. Did loads of laps.

I'm not going to drop 5lbs overnight so I'm praying that they don't weigh me tomorrow!

 

[twinkle1975]

twinkle, ive just been following you posting in ppls journals! Wasnt stalking i promise

Id be surprised if that chantal thing wasnt a massive pr thing. these people just want attention from any avenue tbh. i saw jordan on living last night doing a programme about how hard it is bringing up disabled kids, no shit, does this really need to be pointed out by her?

I'm quite disappointed to be honest - I like a good stalker!!

Well done on the chip front Emmy, I'm not doing so well - had a tin of soup for my dinner - 6 ww points but then I was starving later. I was holding out til DH said he was starving too so we ended up sharing a 12 inch garlic bread with cheese & mushrooms - bad Twinkle!! And now I'm awake at 5.30

 

[cranberry987]

Youve started the ivf now, as long as you dont gain 100 lbs I bet they just ignore it. its a stressful process so i bet a lot of people comfort eat (which i know youre not) and put on. 30bmi is just an arbitrary number they pick out of their ass anyway so that they have a cutoff. why not 31 or 29, keep exercising and eating well as i bet its doing wonders for your insides

x

 

[Traskey]

Thanks Cran! I was bad and had a celebratory Mac D with DH today on the way home from the hospital but i've not had dinner to make up for it. Will swim tomorrow again and burn it off