Bfp but strange goings on..

[Amylouises]

Finally got my bFP!! Me and my partner lost our first baby on the 7th of feb this year. Yesterday I got the bfp but there's something strange my est due date is the 7th February and the rose which we planted in memory of our baby opened the day before I tested. ? It feels all too good to be true I'm trying not to get excited but am freaking out that the due that is the same seriously what's the chances, maybe my baby is looking out for me from above but that day holds so many sad memories it's almost cast a dark cloud over it all. The date will most likely change when I have my dating scan as my periods have been really irregular since the misscarriage it just all seems a bit odd and wanted someone to talk to opinions on the whole situation

 

[eme]

I say embrace it and claim it as a good sign. For years a lot of the worst things I've ever been through always happened on the 15th of the month. Seriously. Like clockwork. I started to dread the 15th every month because year after year, all of the bad and life changing things that would happen ALWAYS happened on the 15th.

One year I just decided to turn the tables on 'fate' and claimed 15 as my lucky number. Low and behold I believe it's starting to to hold haha I met my husband on the 15th of July two years ago, he proposed a year later on the same date, and I'm 99% sure the night we had sex on the 15th of May this year was when we conceived the baby that's currently snuggled up inside of me

There can always be coincidences, and then I do believe in signs sometimes. I do also believe that depending on how badly we want to have a sign, we'll be able to find a sign in anything (Jesus' face or Mary's on a piece of toast, etc) if we look hard enough. All of that to say this: take comfort in those lovely thoughts, allow it to make you smile, tell the dark clouds and bad thoughts where to go, and if things continue smoothly, continue to smile. If for some reason the worst happens again, then don't allow yourself to be consumed by thoughts of cruelty of the signs...choose always to see the positive, as hard or slight as it may be