Just wanted to update as I'm feeling terrible. Got an angry cold which isn't helping things! I'm so down, angry, moody, snappy, teary, everything negative. I can't perk up and I just wanted to vent as I feel trapped and stupid as if I should be ok! This pregnancy wasn't planned (neither was my previous one which was ectopic), and neither me or my partner were optimistic when I got my BFP. Naturally I was a little excited as I'm quite a mothering person anyway, but why do I feel at such a huge loss with my ectopic and now if I am having a m/c just now (find out tomorrow), then why am I so depressed about it!? I just want the wait to be over. My boyfriend isn't supportive and he's out at the pub tonight, which I feel is really unsympathetic and unthoughtful. I'm angry with him for going out. Is that ok or just me being selfish?
Also I haven't stopped googling and reading up on possible other causes for my low/slow hcg and bleeding and pain. The bleeding had stopped just now (day 3), but I have constant pain in my lower abdomen at the right that varies in intensity. My ectopic was 2 months ago in my right tube which was removed, so I suspect the pain is just a niggling operation wound. Just so much going on in my head and some reassurance/support would be great xx