Hello I suffer from BDD and previously before I was pregnant was begining to purge to loose weight. I just want to know if there is anyone out there that is suffering from this disorder. I feel so alone. I am constantly looking at my body judging how ugly everything is and how i can change it. I have recently discovered stretch marks on my butt and breast and its killing me. I feel even more ugly now. I feel as if my husband will never look at me or want me in the same way again. My thighs jiggle and they look HUGE and my hips look like muffin tops . Please someone help me!!