Im on my third pregnancy - my previous two were c sections and this one will now also be one.
Just wanted to let you know that it isent as bad as you think, there are pros and cons to both types of delivery so hopefully your not dissappointed that you have no choice!!
I used to think that some "natural" births didnt sound too pleasant either
My first was an emergency and my second a planned section. It is over quickly and it is still a lovely experience when you hold your newborn for the first time. Cant think of anything else which may be helpful!!!
Good Luck