Vintage is so definitely sexy ha ha!
I just wanted to do an update on my tww, still waiting for either a bfp or af, BUT........ I have a lot of symptoms that really do make me feel pg, I really hope its not just my wishful thinking, especially as i did what I told myself i wouldn't and told OH I feel it.
was going to wait til at least a faint snifter of a line before I revealed my feelings!
Tested yesterday, not a sausage, bright white no matter how Many angles I squint at it!
I am cd 36, with an average cd length of 31, but I have had 2 longer cycles over the last 6 months, of 37.
I think I had a late O, mainly due to the huge amount of ewcm I had on cd 26, and the bfn's/no af obviously
I also think my luteal phase is on the short side normally as in the past when i have used opk's they've indicated such. I think I often have trouble getting eggs out, had been diagnosed in the past as pcos, though different consultant disputed this as bloods didn't tally and took me off metformin. This was a couple of years ago now, between then and now I've no consultant, off the radar, due to relationship issues, had 2 Mc's last year, One MMC and One spontaneous both around the 8 week mark.
Anyway, been ntnp since June, but if i'm honest more ttc than that ha ha! (denial is a great thing huh?....I KNOW how much i want this, just Called it ntnp to maintain an even emotional balance!)
So, if i'm right and I did O at cd 26, then I started my "symptoms" that reminded me very much of last years pg's on 3 dpo Which I KNOW is early and may have been my imagination enhancing it, but boobs started occasional twinges and aches, I started to get Vivid dreams and scant sticky white cm. Cervix high and soft.
Dpo 4 and 5 same, but increasing boob twinges, and some af but "different" type cramping and increased white cm. Also had a couple of hours of heartburn.
Dpo 6 and 7 boobs more consistently sore. Cervix up and down like a Yoyo but never really low like before af. Still moist feeling down there most of the time, but not tons, still creamy in appearance. I dont often get creamy cm during my cycle at all so odd. More heartburn, dreams and on day 7 weird sort of rapid pulse/throb exactly where my uterus is. I thought, hmmmmm...... THATS a new one!
Dpo 8 _ 10 Boobs ache most of the time, in fact i worry when they stop! Continued twinges down there, now and then felt very wet, had to check for af a few times, Cervix staying high and soft and last Night at work when I did that I checked my Cervix again and there was a massive glob of creamy cm, very elastic but like a sorry,but like a kids bogey when they sneeze and it dangles out their nose! Really sorry, that was gross!
From dpo 3 .....I KNOW i KNOW, but at the time i thought i was late as i had miscalculated my cycle cos i had spotting for 5 days before I came on properly!.......have done ic hpt's (10 mliu.....is that the right abbreviation? Dunno but 10's anyway!) And all have been bright white, not a shadow, evap, smudge or hint no matter how Many times i squint and change the light/angle! Last test yesterday morning, Dpo 10, gonna use my last ic on Dpo 12 which is tomorrow (wed 26th Oct) and if that bfn then buy more to test on saturday, if I can wait that Long, which should be Dpo 15, so if bfn and still no af gonna start thinkin the dreaded menapause! Ha ha!
Please forgive any typos, doing this on my phone at work, and I have sausage fingers! Xxx
We would just love to have one of our own!!
(waves)
whereas the one I took 6 months ago had the second line and it was nearly positive. So, I'm thinking that by starting Vitanica Pregnancy Prep, it stabilized my hormones. My AF is more like it used to be a couple of years ago, prior to dd#5 soooooooooooooooooooooo, here's hoping I can get dh to 
at the right time this cycle and finally catch the egg. And yeah, I'll settle for the pattern just to get my last little take home baby. 7 angels are more than enough, thank you very much.
