Anyone with me? CD 1 today after a really hopeful cycle. Feeling deflated and foolish for getting my hopes up this month. I had some signals that I hadn't had...guess I can't trust anything my body does these days. My boobs never hurt like they have the past week and a half. So annoying.
So...I'm at a loss. I hate this. It's only been 3 cycles since we weaned DD fully but we haven't used any protection in 16 months now with no results. We have no insurance anymore so I can't talk to a doctor (they said they wouldn't talk to me until we had been weaned for 6 months anyways). I hope it's a matter of my hormones not being quite back to normal after BFing for 2 years. I'm going to try to be patient for another few months. I am losing my hope though.
Maybe we're only going to have the one baby, and that's it. If it is, I'm happy because I love her so much and I'll accept that but I will be pretty sad at the same time. Anyways, anyone trying for number 2 or even number 1 on CD 1 today?
So...I'm at a loss. I hate this. It's only been 3 cycles since we weaned DD fully but we haven't used any protection in 16 months now with no results. We have no insurance anymore so I can't talk to a doctor (they said they wouldn't talk to me until we had been weaned for 6 months anyways). I hope it's a matter of my hormones not being quite back to normal after BFing for 2 years. I'm going to try to be patient for another few months. I am losing my hope though.
Maybe we're only going to have the one baby, and that's it. If it is, I'm happy because I love her so much and I'll accept that but I will be pretty sad at the same time. Anyways, anyone trying for number 2 or even number 1 on CD 1 today?