CD1!! anyone want to buddy up :)

[klemoncake]

Oh Manny- its not our month is it!! Gastroscopy is camera down throat into tummy and sigmoidoscopy is up the other end. really hope its all anxiety related though and nothing else. lets pray its bfps all round then so you don't have to have them and i can delay my colposcopy. fx.

how annoying they still haven't done the bloods yet kelly.

kat- sure if you've been doing a lot its just your ligaments stretching and not the little one.

oooh and finally things are looking up! got my fertility appt through - 7th aug which is really not that long.

cath- how are things with you?

 

[Kelly9]

7ths of aug is almost here! Yay!

My first beta was 128 at 12dpo

 

[KatM83]

Yey its a more positive day 7th is really soon xx

 

[mannymoo]

YAY! 7th is really just around the corner. At least the ball is rolling now so that if you do (hopefully NOT) get a BFN this month, there is still lots of light at the end of the tunnel.

Yes - its cameras in the back and the front. As DH says, lets hope they use different cameras

Kelly - numbers looking good for 12 dpo. Looking forward to hearing a nice healthy increase on your numbers today - yippee!

TGIF!
x

 

[mannymoo]

Oh and Kelly I also thought Gall Bladder. I know its very common to get Gall stones during and after pregnancy. He is going to do an ultrasound before the scopes so I guess will check gall bladder then. I did have GB ultrasound back in March and all was fine but the pain only started after that. It is a sharp shooting pain that only lasts for a few seconds but happens about 10 times a day. Very odd. Does that sound like what you had?

 

[Kelly9]

Mine was wry intense it came in waves just by my right Rib cage and slighty under. The pain would be most intense there but it would wrap around to my back in a band. Very bad pain the attack for me lasted 5 hours or so.

 

[klemoncake]

kat- your baby's the size of an orange!!!! thats massive!!! thats gone quick!

manny hope its a different camera too!! ha ha ha!

bloods are good kelly, yay!

Im working this weekend at least it distracts me from poas! have a good weekend ladies, and for the uk girlies, i hear we are finally getting some decent weather!! maybe you can put up a beach pic manny and make us all jealous, while we have been in the floods!!! xx

 

[KatM83]

Haha yea i seem to have popped a bit now When are you testing klemon and manny??? Have you any feelings? your both normally quite good at knowing if your out, im keeping everything crossed for bfps!!xxx

 

[mannymoo]

I'm only 5dpo now so going to at least try wait until Friday which will be 10dpo. Had a little bit of VERY mild cramping - might even be in my head. But otherwise not much going on this side. I keep reminding myself that last time I had no symptoms so trying not to lose hope yet.

Lemon what about you? How you feeling and when you testing?

 

[klemoncake]

hey all! think I'm gonna try and hold out until period is due. testing and getting bfn everyday really gets me down- but saying that ill probe crack! no symptoms really but I've stopped charting them and doing temps this month cos i think i was starting to get obsessive! at least if I'm not this month, I've got my appt to look ahead to and finally some answers!

friday is when I'm due on manny, so maybe good news for us both! xx

 

[mannymoo]

Nice one Lemon. I will definitely wait until Friday too then. Do you know what to expect from your fertility appointment?

Hope everyone else is well? Kelly did you get the next lot of Betas back yet?

 

[KatM83]

I had a nap before and when i woke up i was like i must go on B&B cause there might be bfps so i think there will be some at end of the week xxx

 

[mannymoo]

oh Kat I do hope so! This week is going sooo slowly. Is it really still Monday?

Sorry - TMI - but I've had a stack of creamy CM in the past couple of days. As per usual, I can't recall if I normally get this or not. Can anyone shed any light? I've read mixed reports on if it is promising or not. I am desperately trying to find symptoms but I'm struggling... Boobs a little achy but same as last month. Mild cramping has stopped.

 

[KatM83]

Hmmm i'm not sure about the cm i dont remember either..could the cramping be implantation? My boobs hurt right away after ov normally but take longer to hurt when have got my positives..when is af due?xx

 

[klemoncake]

hello! it is dragging you are right!! i had some back pain yesterday so am not holding out much hope -i normally get this around now in cycle.

got my colposcopy appt too- 2 gynae appts in one month-lucky me!!

im not sure about cm to be honest manny, lets hope for you it is promising! last time i was preg i had lots of watery cm, i kept thinking it was af starting. heres to friday!

 

[mannymoo]

Its really weird because every month that you report back ache, your ticker reports that back ache is one of the signs! Well its only 15 more sleeps until your specialist appointment so hoping that if the dreaded bfn appears, that the next 2 weeks go VERY fast for you! Is the colposcopy much like a smear? Between you and I we are going to be in and out of medical rooms this month. Lets hope all the outcomes are good ones!

I'm feeling a bit despondent today myself. I just want any sort of sign or symptom to come along and give me some hope. Its so frustrating! Reading 2WW is the worst because every reports all their signs and they are so definite and so early. I know its not over until AF and I know I need to do mind-over-matter and be positive but I'm so scared of thinking about being pregnant and then just getting let down. Also, I ovulated on CD16 this month of a 27/28 day cycle so now I am also concerned about a short LP.

Anyhooo - vent over. Back to work for me

Kat and Kelly - hope you're both feeling good! Kelly did you ever get your beta's back?
Cath hope you're holding out OK.

 

[KatM83]

I really am praying for good news for you both. The colposcopy is a like a little biopsy from the cervix...hopefully everything will be fine, i freaked out when i had to have the loop excision treatment cause you have to have a local into cervix and i thought it was going to feel awful bit you dont feel anything xx

 

[mannymoo]

Hi All - just checking in to see whats potting? Lemon, has AF (a.k.a. the bitch!) shown up? Mine is due on Saturday and really trying to hold off on testing until then but will probably test on Friday. Dreading a BFN

Hope everyone is good. x

 

[klemoncake]

Hi!

manny how u doing? any sneaky poas yet?! Are u still playing the symptom spotting game? Hope you are feeling a bit more positive today, sorry I took so long replying, have been super busy at work, and spending the evenings in the only bit of nice weather we've had this yr! Have 4 days off now though so will check in to hear how your testing is going. At least if its a BFN we are simialr stages in cycles now. xxx

So I am due tomo, have tested today and BFN. Did temp this am, although not actually temping this month, but it was low so I am epxecting AF tomo. Actually feeling surprisingly ok with it all. Dont know if its my antidepressants finally working, or just a general acceptance now that this is going to be my life. It would have been lovely to wrap up my test for DH tomo, but he will have to make do with the other pressies. Ive bought a really expensive bottle of wine and a mini bottle of champers so we are going for a nice picnic with pups.
Am actually looking forward to this month and getting some things sorted. Had swabs and they have all come back clear so no infections or anything which could be contributing. A BFP would be lovely next month, as if I am on time I will betesting on the exact date of my prev due date, and we are going for a tea for my dads birthday/retirement with all the relatives in Manchester (where my cousin just had a baby girl), but I need to stop pinning my hopes on each month and think longer term.

Cath - have u left?? xx
Kelly - how are u feeling?
Kat - is it hot where u are? At least your not at the massive uncomfortable stage yet1 xx

 

[cathgibbs]

Hey ladies just a quick note to say i havent left! just been really busy at work/home/life in general!! will pop in for a better catch up when i have 5!

Sorry to hear about the crappy shitty news your both going through lately ladies!! xxxxx