Cheers to happiness, Good Luck Thread! Five positives in one month!

[Reba]

Did you test Lynne? Maybe you are?

 

[lynne192]

i never had aLH surge this cycle and done 5 tests since sat all neg latest about 5mins ago still neg so i know its not that sadly, i am 12dpo but AF is due today.

 

[Reba]

aww

 

[lynne192]

so i dunno what it is thinking about contacting the hospital tomorrow, the test i am using at 15imu/ml so should be sensitive enough?

 

[lynne192]

well had scan this afternoon. There were no follicles left from last cycle so was giving my injections for this cycle to do on CD5,7,9 they considered not using clomid this cycle but the decided at last min to use clomid as usual. I explained i never had a LH surge this cycle so she has confirmed the follicles were empty of eggs like i thought ah well what cam you do? Anyways because Af came this morning counting this as CD1 i had follicle scan next friday to see whats happening so if follicles are big enough and on right side etc that friday then might be a natrual DTD cycle instead of injecting the swimmers lol but if not then will be given more gonal-f for sat then trigger on sunday for insemination on the following monday but got to wait and see i'd be happy with natrual ccycle as OH has super sperm anyways :hehe:

how is everyone else? Where is everyone in thier cycles at the moment, i am using my partners phone so please forgive any mistakes made we get virgin instaled on sat so will be up and running then hopefully lol my OH has stole my dongal so thats why i stole his phone lol xxx

 

[Reba]

/wave lynne
Glad to hear you're onto the next cycle. Hope this one works for you!!

I'm on CD30 I think... and 11DPO I finally O'd on my own so that's awesome. Just waiting to test (who am I kidding I've already tested 4 times!!) Might test tomorrow am and then on Saturday at 14 DPO. Hoping that this cycle is it for me but realizing that it's just great to have O'd on my own

 

[lynne192]

hope works for you hun xx we are just getting on with this cycle and see what happens really. nothing much else we can do lol my OH is getting really depressed about the whole thing because he is worried it wont ever work and then he wont have kids which i completely understand thats why i am going through all this. so just have to pray extra hard from now on. what have you been up2 anyways? anything interesting other than TTC? lol we are just trying to get back to normal after the holiday and funeral, my OH and his mum aren't coping too well... my DS i think is getting worse because he is off nursery i can't wait until they go back only 2 weeks yesterday so we're getting there lol

 

[Reba]

Ya changes in routine can really throw kids for a loop

Sorry to hear that your OH is getting depressed about the whole thing.

Other than TTC I've been in school all of July so now I'm just finishing up assignments. Going to spend the day scanning my assignment so I can submit it. Then I just have my final exam to write and submit.

 

[lynne192]

wow best of luck hun i am going back to education at the end of this month i decided that i wouldn't put my life off anymore for fertility treatment as its ruled my life since sept 2009, no longer i am not getting any younger lol i hope you get best grades possible xxx

thanks for kind words i think its just hard for my partner because he never knew it was going to be so hard and its just hitting home how hard it really is and its sinking it that this iui might not work and we might end up with nothing, no baby no hope so its really downer for him but nothing i can do about it but keep telling him it will work something will work it has to right? i dunno just trying not to go into the black hole, usually that hits in the 2ww or when a cycle is cancelled. its all so confusing and hard trying to keep us both positive, with the new house and such its alot going on just want to get my stuff out of storeage into the house and get plans and stuff up, going to write up a daily routine like we had in the last house and house rules because i feel like i am running around like a headless bloody chicken you know? i forgot about my clomid last night had to take it just after midnight when i finally remembered just sooo stressed with the negativity of everything, i really hate that my MIL lost her dad and my partner his grandfather and i will support them till the end of the earth but it really takes its toll on me when my partner really feels like he is in a endless put of dispear. he has OCD and usually its pretty mild and copeable but everything is getting hard with things getting worse i think when the wee man starts back nursery and i do back to education then that will help a little hopefully last time i tried i ran myself into the ground lol but i will do it this time.

hows the weekend looking for you?

 

[Reba]

Take a deep breath and relax Lynne It'll all be ok and work out for the best in the end

 

[lynne192]

thanks just hard to see that way with partner with OCD, and a child with extra needs noone knows where he's going whats happening or even helping so its extremely demanding and stressful

 

[Reba]

Oh is does James have Special Needs?

I'm taking extra training to become a Special Education Teacher

 

[alli.s]

gosh lynne i'm so sorry about all this crap that life throws at us sometimes, i always say (if you believe in God, bear with me here) that god doesn't give us more than we can handle, so for you, well like i said to aliciatm on here, judging by all that you've gone through you're a damn strong person! and you can do anything and you will get what your working for soon xx

 

[Reba]

^^ wss

 

[lynne192]

i personally don't believe in god much at all after my losses i think of throw in the towel,

james doesn't have special needs, its extra needs he is delayed and has suspected Aspergers, AD/HD and OCD. he is able to function but needs some extra support and is meant to be getting help but frankly he isn't which reminds me to chase the mental health nurse.

 

[Reba]

Oh Lynne you have a lot on your plate!
It's funny how terminology is different in different places
Good luck with chasing that nurse down. Be sure to keep up the struggle to get him the help he needs. It will pay off in the end. My mom had to hound people to make sure my sister got the support she deserved but in the end it's paid off. Mom wouldn't have been able to keep her job if they hadn't given my sister funding for a day program.

 

[lynne192]

reason we say extra needs instead of special needs is because he just needs little more help than someone else his age otherwise he is some what typical lol

may i ask what your sister has? i have high functioning aspergers which i only found out i had when i was 19 lol

 

[Reba]

There isn't really a name for what she has. She has a developmental disability along with a visual impairment which makes her legally blind. She didn't graduate in the normal stream and will never live on her own. She's a lot of work. Not complaining though. We love her to bits. My mom gets respite (someone else is paid by the government to taker her for 3 days) once a month. Once a year or so I also take her for a few days to give mom and extra break We're going on a mini-vacation Tuesday-Thursday actually

 

[alli.s]

well ladies where have we all gone??? lets here some updates!!!

I believe i O'ed today, i got pos OPK yesterday Bd'ed last night, wont BD for a while probably and i'm okay with that cause i'm sick of stressing now i just can sit back and relax

 

[Apple Blossom]

Well I ov yesterday, I think as I woke this morn at 3am with some pain coming from right ovary so it could of happened then and we BD every day except today so im freaking out a bit as im worried if it was at 3am that the egg was released and no sperm was there to meet it and I didnt BD this morn like we was suppose to, well I could go on and on about that and worry about it but thats no good now, so I will shut up and hope for the best
Poor OH is knackered and so am I we have never BD that much whilst trying. I was told this week ive got to go and have a lap to see what my tubes etc are up too ( not looking forward to this ) and our docs appt went ok the doc said she could see no reason why we are not conceiving as all our tests came back fine, althoug OH sperm is 95% abnormal his high count outways it as there is more sperm. Even though that is it for yet another cycle I just dont feel good about this one well I can only but wait and try to stay calm.