Hi everyone
Profwife - urghh, I hope you feel better soon! Is your immune system taking a knock with stress or is it just the winter over there? I really do believe that the chronic inflammatory response to endo also has a detrimental effect on our health, energy and immune system.
Sportyswife - how is everything? You still OK?
Cupcakestoy - I have been stalking the "losing weight before baby" thread a bit because I also need to still lose about 10kg;debating whether to join... You are very brave, I'm rooting for you!
Your positivity and prayers have really helped and I feel better today. I have opened a criminal case and an investigation is to follow... hope they find the scumbags and I get my money back or at least some of it (here's to hoping!). My brother gave me an unexpected few hundred bucks today as a "belated wedding gift" (we had our 1 year anniversary last week already lol), so sweet, I know he was just trying to help out now that I have had this financial setback!
I think I've said this before but it's also just the realization that 2014 will bring no bfp and I have to start with another year ttc. I know the dates are just a psychological thing and it's messing with my head... But yeah I have to work a bit harder at "being at peace" for now I guess. I know I just need to focus on my faith and family blessings this Christmas time.
And all of these things are just part of life... all the ups and downs...!!! thank you so much that I can get it all off my chest here. I never imagined that a virtual community could bring me so much comfort. You girls really are the best; patient, kind, informative, supportive and a true blessing. I feel so privileged to be sharing in your journeys as well.
Something that I remembered during the past emotional (up and down!!) time: "The Devil can only steal your JOY if you LET HIM!!"
May we all carry on fighting the good fight.
Hugs xxxxx