christmas feels so lonely

[yeahuloveme]

Well first of happy christmas to you all,
but it feels so weird, my babies should be here, and they are not, and because I stuffed my face it looks like my bump is back
I miss my babies so much, and really want another baby now its not fair! why do we not get to have our babies! but people that should never have kids get to have theirs!!!!
to you all xxx

 

[keerthy]

awww honey!!!!

 

[oxSarahxo]

Well first of happy christmas to you all,
but it feels so weird, my babies should be here, and they are not, and because I stuffed my face it looks like my bump is back
I miss my babies so much, and really want another baby now its not fair! why do we not get to have our babies! but people that should never have kids get to have theirs!!!!
to you all xxx

I ask myself the same thing all the time, people that don't really care and so on get to have babies, yet my daughter died, and for what? I did everything right, I followed the rules to a T.

It's just hard luck - that's my conclusion. I don't know why and I never will know why, so I have to try and stop asking myself that. 2 and 1/2 months down the line (since she died) and still no further forward.

 

[susan_1981]

I feel exactly the same as you do. I never realised that it would be so painful to miscarry. I hope things get easier for you soon xxx

 

[Rumpskin]

for you lovely lady. I am so sorry you are feeling this way.

 

[haaza123]

Im feeling the same too and always think this. Its not fair, lifes not fair.
i've started to mc again for the 4th time since last sunday. Was watching tv yesterday (EastEnders) it had a couple (Sean and Roxy) sitting on the bed looking at their goregeous baby (Amy). It looked perfect. I sat there on the sofa in tears cuddling my hubs thinking that should be us. Last month was the due date of my 1st mc. My baby would have been a month old now but he/ she got taken away from me along with my other 3 angel bubs.

lots of to you and everyone
xx

 

[LaDY]

xx

 

[todteach]

Sending tons of love to everyone during the holiday season. It is so difficult to cope. Had a good cry on my drive to my mom's this Christmas.

 

[princess_t]

everyone for there losses. i knw how you all feel.

 

[Omi]

, Omi xxx

 

[Drazic<3]

thinking of you sweety.
I know it doesnt feel fair, and it hurts.