I'm right there with you Fern. I am 2DPO. And, when I was O, it was such a painful O, I thought - this has GOT to be it. I am releasing one heck of an egg! Now that I'm in the TWW, though, I'm much less optimistic. I'm still hopeful. I'm just not as "It's going to be this month!" The mood shift must be a defense mechanism. At any rate, I'm just sitting around impatiently waiting out the next 4 or 5 days so that I can start looking for spotting, testing, etc.