VickyLou
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Lisa trust me it hasnt been easy, i used to shy away and think i was disgusting. I hated myself, life and everything around me. You no when my mum found out her words were forget about it and move on. It happens to most people. I was 9 years old for crying out loud i needed support and got nothing.
Then it happened again when i was 16, also 17 my next door neighbour attacked me and tryed but i got away. And then my ex used to forse me to do things to him if i didnt id get a slap.
So i wouldnt see it as being brave hun, i hid it away for so long. Thought i was in the wrong. When i moved away 4 years ago things got worse for me i couldnt cope with the spport i was getting off my fella and went crazy. Tried to take my life got rushed to hospitala dn had to see a psychologist who worked with me for 3 years and here i am today. Slowly getting back on my feet. I have a relapse every now and again but i feel wonderful.
Im a better and alot stronger. Thoughs horrible things that happened to me didnt have to happen but they did and i cant change that but i can change the fact im not a victim anymore im a survier. Going through what i have been through and coming through the other side as helped me to decide what i want to be and yesterday i went to the college and signed up for a psychology course so fingers crossed ill get on. Its something i always wanted to do since i was 9.
To any of you out there has suffered anythiong tramatic and need some help dont hestitate to contact me. Honestly.
Went off on one again there ladies sorry.
Thank you to all you girls for the kind words and support.
Dragon mummy, if you need anything im here. xxx
Then it happened again when i was 16, also 17 my next door neighbour attacked me and tryed but i got away. And then my ex used to forse me to do things to him if i didnt id get a slap.
So i wouldnt see it as being brave hun, i hid it away for so long. Thought i was in the wrong. When i moved away 4 years ago things got worse for me i couldnt cope with the spport i was getting off my fella and went crazy. Tried to take my life got rushed to hospitala dn had to see a psychologist who worked with me for 3 years and here i am today. Slowly getting back on my feet. I have a relapse every now and again but i feel wonderful.
Im a better and alot stronger. Thoughs horrible things that happened to me didnt have to happen but they did and i cant change that but i can change the fact im not a victim anymore im a survier. Going through what i have been through and coming through the other side as helped me to decide what i want to be and yesterday i went to the college and signed up for a psychology course so fingers crossed ill get on. Its something i always wanted to do since i was 9.
To any of you out there has suffered anythiong tramatic and need some help dont hestitate to contact me. Honestly.
Went off on one again there ladies sorry.
Thank you to all you girls for the kind words and support.
Dragon mummy, if you need anything im here. xxx