Thanks. I appreciate it. As far as that goes, you just do. When you're faced with that, you just keep on trucking. Or you give up, crawl in a hole, and die. Those are pretty much the options presented to you. I remember wondering how I could ever go on.. eat, sleep, work, live again.. and yet somehow, I just did. Hubby helped a lot. He was home with me for 2 weeks. We decided that next night, or maybe the night it happened, that we wanted to try again. I know that sounds horrible, but I had to have a plan. That's how I work in my life. I try my best to be the kind of person that my little guy can look down from Heaven and be proud to say, "Hey, that's MY mama!"
I hope hope hope that you get your turn soon. You deserve it. You and hubby have been through so much. You'll be a great mama! You've worked hard for a BFP and waited.. and worked hard. That will make you an even better mama than so many others who don't appreciate it like we do/will.