They poured the foundation for little guy's headstone today. We went and saw it after work. I think I nearly had a panic attack. Seems even more real and final, and we have almost closed that chapter of our lives. We won't ever forget him, but this mama has got to get it together and focus more on tomorrow and less on yesterday. We would love nothing more than to start the next chapter with a new baby. Dear Santa, all I want for Christmas is a BFP..
I watched my hubby play with our friend's little boy last night while I got my hair cut, and that man will be an amazing daddy. I so badly want to give him that opportunity. Soon.