BB- I hope all is well, I've had lots of pain on the same side since implantation. First they said implantation, then ectopic, then corpus luteum, and now "normal" ligament pain but I KNOW it's none of them. I think it's irritation from the blood in there, but wish they'd give me a straight answer. If I remember correctly they said they'd give you an early scan for any persisting pain right?? FX'd!
Amelia- I think this is it for you.. FX'd for some pinker lines this morning!!!
Katrina- FX'd for you too! Likin that chart! Good luck sweets, that BD sched COULDN'T HAVE BEEN BETTER!!!
Sandy- Will have to look into getting a grave blanket, it hurts my heart to know how cold it's been getting and that he's out there all alone. I have to constantly remind myself that it's just an empty body, the SOUL that's in heaven is what matters to us, and they are perfectly warm, safe and sound up there looking down on us. I guess we're waiting til his birthday to put his bench in and will have a little ceremony and plant a willow tree to grow with him. But as for pregnancy, my gosh I wish I could console you but it is always so worrisome. And not even that, but now I am worrying about SIDs and all the other possibilities that could happen after birth since we were that .01%, like you. I know it is irrational to think like this.. everyone says to "enjoy" my pregnancy but it's hard when every little pain makes you wonder if she's okay in there. I just want her out and this has been a long process already, and I'm not even halfway yet. You just have to put on that strong mama face and keep busy to get through the hard parts. I think that the initial shock of having another has just now worn off, it kept me preoccupied for the first trimester and some. I actually saw a kick from the outside the other day and just sobbed for hours, realizing that there really is another little person in there growing where her big brother just was. It hurts and has kind of prevented me from enjoying myself too much, which isn't good because I shouldn't give her less love than I did him.. but I won't lie it's so hard to get used to. Pregnancy is a long nine months, but having a rainbow will remind you how good God can be, and will make you lean on your angel for support. I feel like I've gotten closer to Jaxon, talking to him about his sister, I feel like he understands. It is hard but you CAN DO IT. You got through the worst imaginable, this will be a breeze for you. Just have to keep your chin up and persevere through the hard stuff. Don't be scared.. Either way I'm sure you'll have a CS so you at least don't have to worry about the same complication. And the family will be very supportive I'm sure. They will know how much this LO will mean to you. It's coming soon I can feel it in my bones! I hope you have a better day Sandy, Mondays stink for me too. Esp when you have to wake up at 4 a.m. bc your dog needs a flea bath and the whole house needs cleaned top to bottom bc of 2 fleas haha.. that was my morning. So stressful and then we had to leave for work at 7.. I'm thankful to finally be sitting in my chair relaxing haha, quite the morning for us lol. Oh and p.s. good luck with the BD this week, just make lazy love, it doesn't have to be anything special while the rents are in town
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