manda_roo20
Waiting for baby bean #1
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Hi! I'm tentatively making my way over here as I've not visited since 2013 when I sadly lost my baby at 21 weeks.... but hoping someone can give me a little help.
In a nutshell, we aren't trying to get pregnant, but due to illness at beginning of February my pill got royally messed up and I ended up with 2 withdrawal bleeds during the packet and in the end decided to stop taking it.... wait for my next period and start again. In the mean time we have DTD unprotected (using pull out method which obviously I know isn't great). I'm now on cycle day 46 if going by "real" period or 29 if going by last withdrawal bleed, so late never the less. I took a 10 iu/ml test yesterday morning and got a very faint, coloured line in the time frame. I then moved to CB original and got BFN and CB this morning was again BFN but with a slight shadow (if you squint....)
I'm now confused as I can't win.... I'm either pregnant and whilst I'd be ecstatic I'm terrified as wasn't prepared and know it's going to be a hard time after my loss or I'm not pregnant and I'll be (strangely as we're not trying) disappointed.
I know I'll just have to wait and try another test, I'm just venting really as I had really good support here last time. Xx
In a nutshell, we aren't trying to get pregnant, but due to illness at beginning of February my pill got royally messed up and I ended up with 2 withdrawal bleeds during the packet and in the end decided to stop taking it.... wait for my next period and start again. In the mean time we have DTD unprotected (using pull out method which obviously I know isn't great). I'm now on cycle day 46 if going by "real" period or 29 if going by last withdrawal bleed, so late never the less. I took a 10 iu/ml test yesterday morning and got a very faint, coloured line in the time frame. I then moved to CB original and got BFN and CB this morning was again BFN but with a slight shadow (if you squint....)
I'm now confused as I can't win.... I'm either pregnant and whilst I'd be ecstatic I'm terrified as wasn't prepared and know it's going to be a hard time after my loss or I'm not pregnant and I'll be (strangely as we're not trying) disappointed.
I know I'll just have to wait and try another test, I'm just venting really as I had really good support here last time. Xx
