JasmineAnne-Good luck! He sounds alot like our donor...him and his wife are our good friends and want to help us have the joy of children just like they have. They have 2 beautiful blond-haired, blue-eyed girls.
The first donation for us was awkward, scary, exciting, and nerve-wracking! I think we all go through the same things you were describing, it gets easier...hopefully you won't have time for it to get easier and you'll get a bfp the first time!
I still have a hard time wrapping my head around the fact that all this will result in a baby! It feels so disconnected...once I actually see a bfp I will probably freak out a little lol