Treasured! It's so great to hear an update from you. I loved your Toronto vacation photos on Facebook and hope you had an amazing time here. I'm especially glad you got to try a Poutine!!!! I'm sorry to hear that you haven't found any answers and that they won't investigate without you actively trying. I hope that you do get your answers soon, but it also sounds like you have an amazing opportunity with nursing. It's so hard when you don't know what the future holds and I know what it feels like to have that time pressure with ttc. But I say do what feels right to you and don't worry about the clock.
I really can't believe it was March 2012 that we all came together on here. I will always be grateful for the amazing support from everyone. Those were some really dark times for me and I only got through it because of the crazy ladies.
Well some of you know from Facebook that my son Levi is going to be a big brother in March! I'm still actually shocked even though I'm 15 weeks pregnant. Now if you recall my doctor told me I would never ever be able to conceive naturally because of my poor egg quality and if I waited more than a year to try for IVF again, I had low chances of success since I technically have "old" ovaries. Over the summer I started to see lots of pregnant moms with toddlers and I felt sad that Levi would likely never have a sibling, but I was okay with that because we have him. I had accepted he would be an only child although we agreed to try IVF one more time down the road. I just wasn't emotionally ready now. My period returned in March and we started kind of ttcing in April. I wasn't charting just guessing when ovulation was. April and May were both BFNs so I had accepted it wasn't going to happen on it's own. In June I used an OPK and we tried a couple times during the + time. I didn't think much of it but started to feel a little off and had a late AF. I used one of those cheap strip HPT and it was negative, but when I checked later there was the faintest of lines. The same thing happened the next day. Finally I caved and bought a FRER. I felt foolish for buying it, so I completely fell off my chair when it was positive. So I'm not sure exactly how I got pregnant naturally but I am incredibly grateful. I am also very nervous to have two babies under the age of two and worry about how Levi will react, but I am thankful he will have a sibling! I kind of feel like I cheated here, by IVF wa a very hard experience and I am thankful I didn't have to go through it again.