Cyber Cycle Sisters !! xx

[goddess25]

M2a I agree I would hold off testing till we'd if you can but I know how tempting it is to test early.

Kanga I know how disappointing it is try again in a few days hope you get better results soon.

Hope you get a appointment at the new docs soon

hope your all having a nice weekend

 

[kanga]

Girlies, as you know AF due today, She normally comes in the morning but hasn’t arrived yet.
I have a sharp pain in my left hand side, its been there for a few hours on and off. What do you recks, could it be implantation cramps ?!

Here’s praying xxx

 

[hotpinkangel]

Kanga, how many dpo are you now hun? Could be! How exciting! And good sign that af isn't here! Fx'd for you hun x

 

[hb1]

Oooh Kanga!! perhaps the cbfm was right after all!!

 

[mrsG5]

Here's hoping Kanga x

 

[the_key2005]

Fingers crossed Kanga!!

 

[QueenieMurphy]

Hi Ladies

Just checking in!!

Good to see everyone is well. Congratulations hot pink, I hope its your sticky - cutelou sorry about AF - at least you could have a good few drinks at the wedding. Maybe your cycle has just been regulating itself after m/c and next month all could be well? Hope so.

Kanga got fingers crossed for you that AF is on her holidays for next 9 months!!!

Good luck to all those still to test.

Well I'm fine, had an awful few days of cramps etc(wont go into detail as depressing reading) but went to my cousins wedding in amsterdam at weekend and had a few lovely days with OH relaxing and feel very refreshed - plus have booked summer holiday - Cyprus, really lovely hotel(had to really convince OH) end august so have got something to look forward to, plan is - tomorrow I have scan to check m/c complete, really hoping so as don't want another erpc, then wednesdya making appointments with my GP and also private m/c specialist. Then am going on 10 week healthy program, exercise, diet, facials etc - to get ready for my holidays, I'm hoping that all tests will be sorted by holiday and thats when we can be TTC again.

The thing I hate most about all this is like when I was at the wedding - my two cousins about my age have just had first babies, I hadn't told anyone there about my m/c and luckily noone asked 'if we were trying' but its like a big massive elephant in the room!! I feel like everyone must whisper about me and question whats wrong with us.

Anyway apart from that feeling of people wondering whats wrong with me and OH I am really feeling very positive and hopeful.

Got my fingers crossed we see one or two more bfps this month!!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[kanga]

hi QM! Welcome back, sounds like you have had fun jet setting, I am sure that has taken your mind off things x

I hope the mc is complete for you now and you dont have to have another erpc. I am jealous of your fitness regime, i seriously need one of those, my belly is super flabby atm! It will do you the world of good to have a few months off sorting yourself out.

I'm sure the whisperings arent really happening and so what if they are, you will have a baby, it just isnt going to be born right now. x

well its 13.34 and still no af and still a few cramps x

 

[cutelou101]

Kanga - fingers are tightly crossed for AF staying away! xx really hope it does!

Queenie - welcome back xx hope your m/c is complete so you don't need anouther erpc. So glad you had a lovely weekend with OH and feel nice and relaxed. i'm back on the weight loss front now too, so can join you again, might as well try and lose some more! I'm sure no one was whispering, but know how you feel, had people at the wedding comment that i had lost weight and saying 'you know what they say lose weight to gain it!'. Hope you get your appoinments all sorted ok, cyprus sounds lovely! something really nice to look foward too.

The wedding was nice to be able to drink, just hard as would have been 6 months preg and actually had a maternity bridesmaid dress (i didn't wear it). But i can drink for glasto too now in a few weeks. I must say i feel like just getting my head into something else completly and try not to feel the pressure and disappointment each month. I'm not registered yet at docs, just rung, just want to have blood tests explained then will know where to go next.

 

[goddess25]

Kanga - it could be some sort of implantation, here's hoping that your AF stays away. Thinking of you.

QM - Glad to hear that your doing ok. I hope that the m/c is complete when you have your scan tomorrow. Good Luck. It sounds like you had a nice time in Amsterdam its a lovely city to walk around in and relax. I am sure your Cyprus holiday will be wonderful it all sounds great, and like Lou said above I am sure that no one was talking about it, i think we all think these things at times.

Lou - hope you get registered soon, and hope you have a wonderful time at glasto... was very jealous to read that have you been before, its a pretty fun weekend that's for sure.

I am 5dpo today so just starting to symptom spot, having some very low abdominal cramping today so hoping that its a good sign. Not much else to report, everything else I can attribute to being up at 5.30am on a Monday morning, nausea and tiredness.

 

[Mummy2Angel.]

Fingers crossed for you kanga x

 

[hb1]

QM - you are an inspiration - to be so positive after the mc shows what a truly strong lady you are - I think you have a lovely summer ahead of you and will come out the other end in a great position ready to be a fantastic mum. And I understand the feeling when you're surrounded by babies - it is hard

Kanga - fxd for you lovely!!

oooh Lou - Glastonbury - how exciting - I luuurrvve festivals!! you'll have a fab time - you might even conceive there !! that'll be one coooool baby!!

Go Goddess - fxd this 2ww is followed by an 8 month wait!!

I've booked a private scan for Wednesday!!

hx

 

[kanga]

Thanks for the positive vibes all! Still no AF and still got weird cramps. Did a IC when i got back from work, BFN of course but not FMU so not going to worry too much

Go H! Private scan for weds, excellent! How far will you be then?

I am so bored right now, I feel really lazy so just sat here watching Lost re-runs!

 

[cutelou101]

excellent H on the private scan wednesday!

Yes it may be, we have a camper van so really looking forward to it! It would be a nice groovy baby!! Though its 3 weeks away so be in 2ww

Kanga what lost's you watching? Think i'm going to start from the start again. I'm watch the last 24!

 

[hotpinkangel]

Hi girls, QM, thank you, been hoping you're ok xxxx
Kanga, great that AF didn't show! when are you testing again?
H - bet you are looking forward to your scan! How far are you now?

My AF was due either yesterday or today. Fx'd she stays away. Can't believe how scared i actually am Keep expecting to be bleeding, tested again this morning and line is stilll darker. At the doctors tomorrow, get 2nd Beta result so am really really hoping for a rise.
Hope you are all well,
Em xxxx

 

[kanga]

Glad its all gong well hotpink, fx'd she stays away and that line keeps getting darker!

think i'll prob re-test in the morning

 

[hotpinkangel]

I'll keep a look out for you!!!! fx'd xxx

 

[kanga]

excellent H on the private scan wednesday!

Yes it may be, we have a camper van so really looking forward to it! It would be a nice groovy baby!! Though its 3 weeks away so be in 2ww

Kanga what lost's you watching? Think i'm going to start from the start again. I'm watch the last 24!

It was a series 6 episode - the one with Ricardo's story! I love it, am completely lost now its finished. Did you get up at 5 the other week to watch the finale, lol?! (I did )

 

[kanga]

Just noticed your array of tests hot, i like!!

 

[cutelou101]

I loved it too! I taped it and watched it that evening, oh is going to start buying them on DVD so we can re-watch!

Fxed crossed af is still away this morning kanga! And for the test this morning!

Em hope the docs goes well and the test results are all good