Cycle 1 day 1. Who's with me? *update* It's a girl! Congrats baby_bray!!!

[mailcmm]

Congrats Menb... Great news.

 

[mailcmm]

Hope everyone is well. I am still sick. Feel terrible. My son is sick too. We need to suck it up though because he has a gym meet tomorrow. Still haven't heard anything on Doppler well other then what I have been hearing. Trying not to think the worst but failing miserably. Ready for apt on Tuesday. My back is shot. We had a long evening. Went to the neighbors for dinner. It was lovely but we stayed too late and I am exhausted. Ready for bed. Night all.

Colta... How are you hanging in there girl? Been thinking of you and hoping you are ok.

Moter and tv... Fxd for bfps.

Menb and berdc... You guys sound great so hope it stays that way.

Twinkie... How are you doing? You've been quiet.n

 

[Twinkie210]

I haven't been on that much, I have been tired and preoccupied with about a zillion other things. Still lots of morning sickness, lasting pretty much all day, heartburn like crazy, I already bought some tums to keep in my purse. Other than that I am just trying to stay sane until my U/S on Monday.

Menb- great news!

mail- I hope your back feels better! I am sure you will feel a little better when your Dr. finds the heartbeat for you.

moter & tv- FX'd for BFPs!

Colta- How are you holding up?

 

[colta]

Hi girls... sorry I haven't been on in a while, I've been away for a few days.

Me and DH went to visit with his parents for a few days and we've just been struggling to pick up the pieces of our life right now.
Stress and everything has really gotten to us... this loss has impacted us a lot more then we originally thought.

The first loss was hurtful, but it was also a surprise baby that we weren't entirely sure we were ready for, so things were a bit different. This time this baby couldn't have been more wanted and to lose it so soon was devastating to us. Neither one of us is dealing well and we're having a hard time accepting whats happened. It doesn't help that 3 of our friends have all announced their expecting since we lost ours... DH is suffering majorly. He's tried so hard to stay strong for me but isn't doing well himself.
Honestly right now we're just not coping... out to sea without a paddle or a raft. Things are just not good right now.

 

[BERDC99]

Hi girls... sorry I haven't been on in a while, I've been away for a few days.

Me and DH went to visit with his parents for a few days and we've just been struggling to pick up the pieces of our life right now.
Stress and everything has really gotten to us... this loss has impacted us a lot more then we originally thought.

The first loss was hurtful, but it was also a surprise baby that we weren't entirely sure we were ready for, so things were a bit different. This time this baby couldn't have been more wanted and to lose it so soon was devastating to us. Neither one of us is dealing well and we're having a hard time accepting whats happened. It doesn't help that 3 of our friends have all announced their expecting since we lost ours... DH is suffering majorly. He's tried so hard to stay strong for me but isn't doing well himself.
Honestly right now we're just not coping... out to sea without a paddle or a raft. Things are just not good right now.

I know it is a hard time for you right now, but time will heal you both. Planned or unplanned a loss is a loss and neither is easy to get over. It will take time to heal your pain. We are always here for you any time of day.

 

[colta]

Well... it's 12:32am here, so happy birthday to me. Not exactly what I was hoping my birthday would be like this year. What else is new?

 

[moter98]

Happy birthday colta!!!!
This is a new year for you with a healthy baby coming soon. Keep the faith, it is coming for you soon!

 

[menb]

We can all understand what you're going through and as Berdc said, we are all here for you. Time will help and until then, focus on physically getting better, stronger and ready for the baby that is soon to come. I know it's hard, but keep the faith!

Happy Birthday, Colta!

 

[mailcmm]

Oh colta... Happy birthday. And hang in there. We all know what you are going thru and how bad it hurts. I am so sorry for your loss and I know that with time you and dh will heal.

 

[mailcmm]

Afm... My ds kicked some serious booty yesterday. He got 1st place over all, 1st place on floor, 2nd place on highbar, parallel bars and vault, and 5 th place on rings and pommel horse. I was in tears taking pics and clapping for him. Great day. Then we headed straight to Dhs dads for dinner. Didn't get home until 9 and I was asleep by 910. Today is my moms birthday and we are cooking dinner. I am still sick.... Worse actually. This cold has gotten pretty bad. Should be a good day though because I have my shows to look forward too.

Berdc... Walking dead tonight and I know it won't happen but I hope lori gets bit for being a dumb ass. Lol

Moter and tv... How goes the testing? Moter looks like your temp is going back up? I am still saying implantation dip. Good luck girls.

Twinkie... Hope your morning sickness leaves quickly. As for the fatigue... Yeah almost 12 weeks and still pooped. Lol

 

[moter98]

Yay, good job to your son mail! Sounds like he is really great at gymnastics.
I think I'm coming down with a cold too, yuck. That is probably the reason for my temp rise as I'm still getting bfn's. And pre AF cramps. Looks like I might get a double slap this month with AF and a cold at the same time, lol!

 

[mailcmm]

That would be awful... On the bright side at least you can take drugs that will numb the pain of both. Nothing the dr recommended helps. I want my cough syrup with codeine. Lol

 

[moter98]

Yeah I suppose. I never do take anything but cough drops and emergen c though. All that other stuff makes me tired for some reason. Even the daytime kind.

 

[BERDC99]

15 weeks today. Hard to believe I am almost to the half way point. I cant wait to go to the doctor next week and hear the heartbeat. I think that will really help with my anxiety. Well, that or to just feel my first flutter.

 

[Twinkie210]

Colta- Happy belated birthday. I am so sorry you are having a rough time. You will get through this, it will just take some time.

Mail- congrats to you DS! That is awesome!

 

[mailcmm]

Congrats berdc. I go to the drs in 2 days. Will be almost 12 weeks and if we don't hear a hb I will demand an us. I have to know everything is ok.

 

[moter98]

Congrats berdc. I go to the drs in 2 days. Will be almost 12 weeks and if we don't hear a hb I will demand an us. I have to know everything is ok.

12 weeks is still early to here it hun

 

[BERDC99]

Congrats berdc. I go to the drs in 2 days. Will be almost 12 weeks and if we don't hear a hb I will demand an us. I have to know everything is ok.

Keep in mind my doctor couldnt find the hb at 12 weeks.

 

[mailcmm]

I know. But I really won't make it to 17 weeks Without an us. Everyone else seems to get them at 12 weeks. If they can't hear it I am gonna tell them they need to check. I heard both of my kids at 9weeks. I remember because I had an us at 5 weeks with both of them to date the pregnancy and at my next apt which was 4 weeks later I hear the hb. But it's Meier here nor there as too what's too early or not, if I don't her or see a hb I will fall apart. I am beyond nervous and hitting borderline paranoia. I can't stop thinking something is wrong. I can't continue on like this. Surely they won't make me suffer thru another 5 weeks. I have my well check at 13 weeks. But if I don't hear it this week I may have a heart attack.

 

[mailcmm]

And I know it may be normal not to hear. But I have had no indication the baby is ok since 6 weeks. It's been almost 6 weeks since I knew without a doubt that everything is ok. I can't make it to 17 weeks. I need to know.