WishnandHopn
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I am 37 TTC #1 for the past 6 months. I have 2 good friends who are not trying not preventing...both are older than me (39 and 40). Of course I would be really happy for them if either of them got a BFP...and it would give me hope that I'm not too old if they aren't. But there is a tiny, awful part of me that will be crushed if they get pregnant before me. Because it doesn't seem fair...that we are TRYING SO HARD to make a baby...and some people are so lucky and make babies by accident!
In a wonderful, perfect world I will get my BFP soon and they will get theirs a month or two later! And then we can complain about our pregnancy symptoms and go shopping for cute baby stuff and our babies can have play dates and be bffs.
I know life isn't fair and this isn't a competition...I just needed to vent...I feel a bit better now. Thanks for listening if you made it this far
In a wonderful, perfect world I will get my BFP soon and they will get theirs a month or two later! And then we can complain about our pregnancy symptoms and go shopping for cute baby stuff and our babies can have play dates and be bffs.
I know life isn't fair and this isn't a competition...I just needed to vent...I feel a bit better now. Thanks for listening if you made it this far