is it sad that i am giving af today to show up. i am only gettign very very very faint lines even with frers so I was going to give my last test ago in the morning. I am hoping that af will just stay away. i hope that this doesnt sound as crazy to you ladies as it does to my DH. lol
I completely understand how you feel, but I think you are beating yourself up a bit, hopefully over nothing.
Last month I was in a situation where my strong lines were getting fainter by the day and the inevitable then happened
however your lines are not getting lighter are they? Yours are just light to start with and consistent, in which case I would say thats nothing to worry about. They're not getting fainter are they?
Hard as it is, please try not to be harsh on yourself with this, you should be able to enjoy this as a happy time. I am very scared the same thing that happened to me last time, will happen again this time but I have got to have faith and allow myself to enjoy this lovely time as I would look back in disappointment if all went well and I hadn't enjoyed this special time.
Please try and hang in there and be a little more positive, I am quite sure you will be absolutely fine - your body doesn't have huge levels of HCG in it during the first few days after conception, so just give it time. It will also depend on the type of test you are using, the time of day and the concentration of your pee.
My thoughts are with you and I hope you go on to have a really happy 9 months