arrrrghhh im annoyed my body doesnt seem to want this pregnancy im still getting spotting and today again its gotten red. i could go into a&e but i dont think we have any money and getting a lift would mean telling someone im pregnant, i was hoping to tell a very close group of friends of ours we are seeing tomorrow night at a bbq ( caus they are gonna wonder why im hiding from the charcoal otherwise lol ) but im so scared now that somethings not right and im gonna lose this baby, gotta check my OH's oyster to see if hes got enough money on it for a bus fare to the hospital if he does then i might go in to a&e, ( they probably wouldnt be able to scan me there though they would just have me go back to the EPU tomorrow most likely ), im so torn about it, its not like ive even overdone it today ive done hardly anything, but im not feeling nausous or anything no sore boobs just spotting
Have you re tested? My friend bled red through her whole pregnancies two of them, don't give up hope yet xx
no ive not retested caus i only had the one test in the house this was/is an unexpected pregnancy, i have been through the bleeding in pregnancy with every pregnancy ive had and only 2 ive carried to full term so this isnt a new thing to me, and its caus ive carried 2 healthy babies that my head is half telling me that im fine and all is well but the other half of my head cant help but think the worst. cant go to hosptial without begging a lift of someone today and likelyhood is that they wouldnt scan me anyway just ask me to come back to the EPU.
all my friends would worry far to much for me to fob them off with an excuse they know me too well to fall for it so id have to tell whoever it was.
Hoping all is well! Keep us posted! from the US! Try to get some rest!
I would test with FMU honey. We're all here for you.
mommyx1 test with fmu x
Spent lots of time in the garden yesterday and DH's parents told us they're getting all our nursery furniture for us when we want it and they'll be happy to look after beanie one day a week when it arrives to give me a rest which is lovely of them and really saves on childcare (they live an hour away). Just feeling a bit tired and queasy today but temp is even higher today and I generally feel really good! At the docs tonight to get it confirmed and get details for midwife.
That's great news Jen! Congratulations!! 
eleven hour days including the commute - so tired!
It is exciting to be having a christmas baby! Your daughter looks so cute in your avatar and on your ticker! xx