im shattered i just want to give up and cry right now, my eldest is refusing to listen and constantly producing dirty nappies, my youngest is teething (2 molars cutting atm i can see them his gums are red sore and he just wants to feed ) ive opened the windows to air out the poop smell from ds1 just to have the smell of the weed the neighbor is smoking in her garden drift in and make me feel even more nauseated i just cant cope with this, its 2 hours till DH gets home and i have no idea how im going to cope