Oh, I know what you mean, tooth! I found a video I'd taken of Ava at about 6/52. It reduced me to tears she was so cute.....
Sigh - I'm proud of you both. You've BOTH done so well. I'm so glad your hard work is paying off. What do you think the key things are that you've done to get such a change so quickly? I ask because things have deteriorated here again. A month or so ago I could go through our bedtime routine, feed Ava, put her in her cot and she would go to sleep with minimal fuss as long as my hand was on her tummy. Cut to tonight, 90 minutes of crying (both of us) screaming, rolling all over the cot, bashing her head on the side and still not settling until she had been fed until v drowsy and then awake an hour later. I have never had a night she fed less than 3 times - I'd say the average is still 5-6 which I know she doesn't need. She eats so well during the day, we have a bedtime and nap time routine. I just don't really know where to go from here. Looking back a few months I can see there is some progress - she doesn't need to be feeding to fall asleep completely, she will sleep in her cot for part of the night and she goes straight back to sleep after feeding at night but its almost as if she is seeking contact from me whenever she wakes from a sleep cycle. It's draining (as you know). I'm not sure whether to go back to feeding her until drowsy and then transferring to the cot (she's comfortable with this) and then build up again? I just feel lost and as if I am failing her as a Mum. Sorry X