Hoping someone can at least try to save me from myself Before pregnancy, I kinda had a on and off relationship with depression/anxiety for a few yrs now. It's never been so bad where I actually needed medicine or anything, just where I'd feel really sad and like I was always gonna be trapped inside of misery. But I learned how to handle it. Now, it's like it's taking over me. I'm sure it's probs cause of all the hormones and such. But idk what to do I feel like walls are closing in on me but the only thing keeping me from doing anything severe is knowing that this isn't only my life for the next 8 months, it's mine and LO's. I always get this feeling of worthlessness. I feel this never-ending guilt that I'm ruining my OH's life (he's never said this, I just know how hard things will be for us and how he's going to have to basically change his whole lifestyle) which makes me feel like shit. I'm terrified that he'd leave me and I'll be alone. I'm scared that I'm gonna be shunned from everyone pretty much, being the girl who got pregnant senior yr in HS. Hjfhhgrxj,sgdggrsggdlihr I'm a nervous wreck and idk what to do to stop it !! Sorry for another rant, Im out of ideas on what to do though.