Oh yeah, my hubby definitely LOVES a fashion show! Usually though we do that on the weekends. It might look suspicious if I bust out the show on a weekday.
I totally understand your fear of tests. I've had all the tests known to man and I was terrified about each result. I now know that actually I am defective and there isn't anything they can do about it. But honestly, it doesn't stop me from trying or being hopeful. It at leasts arms me with knowledge of what I'm fighting against. And I'm determined to win this battle.
If there is something wrong, usually it can be fixed or managed. I'm the rare exception. I encourage you to get some tests done when you are ready. I'm not sure I know your age, but if I have one regret in life, it is that I didn't get these tests earlier. At 36, time is running out for me.