Disco Derail! - TTCAL/PAL Discussion and Support!

[msarkozi]

so sorry Allie

 

[heart tree]

Allie I looked at that front page today too and got a little sad. I'm so sorry honey. I wished with all my heart that it was going to be a BFP for you. All I can tell you is I'm right there with you. This is just so hard and painful sometimes.

 

[Megg33k]

to those who are in need! I wish I could share!

Do you want me to take a short hiatus from the thread? Just until after the holidays? I'd totally understand. I know how hard it is... And, I don't want to make anyone hurt more than they have to.

 

[Allie84]

What? Megg, did you not read my post, maybe with pregnancy brain? My sadness has nothing to do with you, or any pregnant people, it's my due date. I knew this week would be bad if I got a BFN. All of that last chance before my due date malarky. Preggos don't bother me at all. I even mentioned how much hope your BFP has given me.

 

[Megg33k]

What? Megg, did you not read my post, maybe with pregnancy brain? My sadness has nothing to do with you, or any pregnant people, it's my due date. I knew this week would be bad if I got a BFN. All of that last chance before my due date malarky. Preggos don't bother me at all. I even mentioned how much hope your BFP has given me.

No, it wasn't about your post! I swear! I just remember how I felt when new BFP's went up sometimes... I was asking separately from that!

I know why you're sad! And, I know you're happy for me. It still sucks to see it happen to someone else, and it always hurts a little... I know it does. I've been doing this for ages. I'm a pro at it! LOL I just wanted to make sure!

And, I'll be thinking of you on your EDD! I'll light a candle for you and your LO, if you like?

 

[heart tree]

Megg you are being ridiculous. Have you known any of us to kick a preggo out of this thread? No!

Allies due date is coming up and the anniversaries of my first two losses are coming up. That's why we're sad. That and the fact that we aren't pregnant.

I told Tim today that you were pregnant. His automatic response when I tell him that anyone is pregnant is "oh, well we hate her then."' he says it jokingly of course. I said no, no, no we don't hate Megg! We are very happy for her! He said "oh ok great! Good for her!" and gave a big smile. That's how I feel too. I've said it once I'll say it again, I honestly hold no jealousy for my disco girls. I know how much we've all been through. My jealousy is with the women I know who have no idea what loss means.

 

[Megg33k]

I didn't say I was being kicked out. I was just offering. This time of year sucks!

I officially rescind my offer! You'll have to kick me out with force now! Hmph!

Looooooooooooooooooooove you all!

 

[heart tree]

Thank you for rescinding the offer! Sheesh! This wouldn't be the disco derail without you here!

 

[Megg33k]

Thank you for rescinding the offer! Sheesh! This wouldn't be the disco derail without you here!

Point taken... I did start the thread!

I just want to thank each of you for putting up with my obsessing over the last couple of... uhm... err... MONTHS? LOL

 

[Allie84]

LOL @ Tim!

Megg, you started this thread, remember?

ETA I guess we had the thought at the same time!

 

[heart tree]

You are welcome. Now you have to put up with ours. Like my current obsession of not wanting a peak on my cbfm tomorrow morning.

 

[Megg33k]

You are welcome. Now you have to put up with ours. Like my current obsession of not wanting a peak on my cbfm tomorrow morning.

I'll do my best to make it hold off a few days! I feel weird sending "no Peak" vibes though... Its like sending "AF" vibes! But, whatever you want!

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~~~~~~ Noooooo Peeeeeeeeeeak (vibes)!
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[heart tree]

I know right? I bitch and moan about my late ov and now I'm facing the earliest ov of my life and what am I doing? Bitching and moaning. Let's ask the fertility gods for a peak on Thursday or Friday. That would be perfect.

 

[Megg33k]

I can handle that! Thur or Fri works for me! I'm thinking Fri... I want you to make a Xmas Eve baby!

 

[heart tree]

That would be my dream come true. I lost my first baby on Christmas eve. What if I could conceive my forever baby on that same day?

No pressure LOL!

Well I think I've had enough excitement for one day. I'm off to read and then go to bed. I'm anxious to go to sleep so I can wake up and do my cbfm. Wish me luck. No peak. No peak. No peak. (until Thursday and ov on Friday)

See I can obsess like a champ.

Good night preggo Meggo.

Good night sweet Allie. Hope tomorrow is a better day.

Good night Mel as you are usually up at this hour too.

Good night to the rest of you who are sound asleep right now I hope. xoxo

 

[Megg33k]

That would be perfect! No pressure at all! G'night, sweetie!

 

[Jaymes]

Good night ladies. I was working on your cards all evening, and didn't see the big news till just a bit ago! Yay MEGG33K! We love you!

Allie- due dates suck no matter what! I wish that could be a real hug!

Hearty- Big Huge HUGS to you! You are so wonderful! Fxed for a Christmas eve conception.

 

[grandbleu]

Congratulations MEGG!

 

[prgirl_cesca]

Amazing news for you megg, absolutely awesome xxx

 

[vickyd]

First of all WOOOHOOO!!!! Megg im soooo happy for you babes!!! I think your betas are pretty high, could be twins!!! Hearty better get started on the second blankie!

Allie so sorry youre feeling low...Fuck im pregnant and i still feel low half the time! I think ill be taking Natos advice and getting some therapy after the new year. I dont think im over Electra's death as it seems as my pregnancy is progressing im feeling more guilty and sad over her loss.

Hearty ill be praying for you to get pregnant on Christmas eve...2011 is gonna be your year damn it!

Im already dreading the whole holiday crap... I have to go to the big fancy dinner my pil host on Christmas day and i really cant deal with that lot this year. I just wanna stay home till Christmas is over!!!