I have flip-flopped back and forth for many years on this subject.
I don't necesarily believe in 'God' - but I believe in a higher power/being. Whether that is the universe, or mother nature, or some inconceivable greater being - well, that I'm not sure of.
I was raised by a Catholic mother and a Jewish father (which, according to my lovely American friend makes me a Jewlic!). I always struggled to believe in there being anything or anyone else out there, having always been firmly rooted in the evolution/science camp.
But since I lost my mum last year, I have questioned things. A lot. I found out I was pregnant on the 12th Jan (total miracle baby, I was told I would never conceive, was on the injection pill, had PCOS, endometriosis) and my mum found out she had cancer two days later. Holly was born on the 19th August, my mum died three months and one day after.
In my mind, Holly was given to me for a reason. To give my life new direction, to help me through the loss of my mum...I see my mum in so many things Holly does, and she will live on through me, and my baby, and my baby's babies.
For a long time, I ranted that no 'God' would take my mum away when I had just had a baby. But now, looking back, as unjust and as devastating as it was, my baby helps it make some kind of sense.
I don't agree with organised religion, in so much as I don't believe that my 'God' punishes, or avenges, or expects me to fulfill certain duties or obligations to meet with his or her expectations. But I have a huge amount of respect for people who do have a strong faith. My sister is a practicing Christian and her faith gives her a lot of peace and strength.
My view? Be nice to people. Respect eachother. Be kind. Love as much and as often as you can. Treat others as you want to be treated. Life, at times, is shit. It will kick your ass as often as it will bring you great joy. There will be downs. Traumatic, devastating, life shaking downs. But there will also be ups. Moments of such pure joy that your whole entire being sings. And that's about it! The Gospel according to Carrie