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dunno if this is in the right section or not... we're not ttc yet... but I dont even know if i want to tbh
feeling so crap today... have cracked open the malibu, doubt it'll make me feel any better but it tastes nice and allows me to be a little more honest with maself!
im absolutely terrified of getting pregnant again... ive lost 2 of my little girls. I clearly dont do being pregnant very well this isnt how id planned things. I should have 2 gorgeous little girls now (caitlyn and evie) instead ive got caitlyn and 2 angels. Im so grateful for the time i got with them but why did they have to go. And after seeing darcie and her fight for life, i dont know how i could cope with ever putting a baby through that again.... even though they wont remember it was torture for me.
I want another baby... i just dont think i can do it
feeling so crap today... have cracked open the malibu, doubt it'll make me feel any better but it tastes nice and allows me to be a little more honest with maself!
im absolutely terrified of getting pregnant again... ive lost 2 of my little girls. I clearly dont do being pregnant very well this isnt how id planned things. I should have 2 gorgeous little girls now (caitlyn and evie) instead ive got caitlyn and 2 angels. Im so grateful for the time i got with them but why did they have to go. And after seeing darcie and her fight for life, i dont know how i could cope with ever putting a baby through that again.... even though they wont remember it was torture for me.
I want another baby... i just dont think i can do it