My partner and I have been TTC for 20 months now. Weve started going down the fertility testing routes and discovered that my partner has a low sperm count and low motility so although its not impossible for us to get pregnant, its definitely not likely currently. We are taking lifestyle steps to help the issue, but nothing that would have had an effect yet. However, my period is one day late. Not much, I know, but its something particularly considering for the last couple of months before this, I have been a day or so early. For the last week or so, Ive woken up feeling very nauseous so much so that I bought and did an HPT two days before I was due on and of course got a BFN. It was a 2 pack and I didnt bother to take the other one. I purposely left it at home this morning because I dont want to test again at work, and then spend the rest of the day driving myself crazy trying to spot a line that isnt there. But Im slowly going insane anyway. Im running to the loo every 10 minutes to check, Im barely concentrating and I just need to get through the day. Part of me doesnt want to take the other HPT just to see yet another BFN anyway. Im happy with the tiny flicker of hope that I have, but its not helping me get through the day! How do you stop yourselves from going crazy and how do I deal with the disappointment of yet another BFN when it does inevitably happen? Im trying not to let myself get too excited, because I dont want to crash too hard when AF does arrive, but its impossible!