Ladies! It has been A WHILE. There are new names on here - Eva, Amelia - and Jack is SUPER big and others have babies on the way. It's all SO amazing and miraculous. Unbelievable actually! But so damn exciting and DESERVED!!
I'm just passing through to give an update. I won't be on here too often because I'm still in the process of getting the diss. done, hopefully by June. DH has changed the password on my FB account so that I don't spend too much time on non-diss.-related things, so I can't undermine his efforts and be on here too often.
BUT.
I am 10 weeks pregnant today.
It just happened. After the D&C in July it took until OCTOBER for the hcg to leave my system. I had one period in November and then well...we got pregnant by ourselves in January!!
Baby went on six international flights between 5 weeks and six weeks of age - I was most sure it was going to be a loss because I had had a really bad cramp and some bright red bleeding around 5 weeks. So I thought, what the hell. Not putting my life on hold. But lo and behold, when I got back to the States, we heard the heart beat and baby was measuring on cue!! Just perfect as can be with the most beautiful little heart beat.
I'll admit. Every time I go in for a scan, I am apprehensive. It's as if I'm waiting for the bad news to come, but EACH TIME baby's heart is strong and s/he is measuring exactly where s/he should be.
Can you believe it?! I can't! Most days, I can't. And I thank him/her for coming back every day. I don't want to take baby for granted, but I think this one is going to be our forever baby. The third time IS a charm for us.
And it's been such an easy pregnancy, too. As long as I nap and eat, I don't get nauseous. I haven't thrown up once. Except for the elastic band I have to put through my pants button hole and the dizziness I get every now and again, I have been BLESSED with lack of symptoms, but a beautifully growing baby!
I hope and pray to make it all the way through. We really want this baby.
So, yeah; there's the update. I'll try to be back on every now and again. And once I've got most of my writing done I can spend some time checking our your beautiful pregnancy, birth and mommy stories! I hope to join the ranks of the latter soon!
Love,
me and baby