Hello,
I understand what you are going through and I am very sorry about your loss.
I lost my boy at 25 weeks (his heart stopped beating at about 22 weeks). It's been nearly two months now, I am still thinking about him, I will never forget him. I know it's such a loss, it shouldn't have happened to any baby.
You know, I have his scan picture in a nice white and blue frame, so I feel like he's always with me.
I hope you'll feel better soon, just take it easy, day after day, it's what I did. If you want to chat, I am on this forum nearly every day.
xxx