Faint lines at 13dpo after 1 year ttc a chemical and a miscarriage. (UPDATE it’s another chemical:(

[happyface82]

Oh no. I’m so so sorry Sending you big hugs. It will happen!!

 

[3boys]

I’m so sorry.

 

[Suggerhoney]

Thanks. Ladies
I tested again and all test’s definitely fainter.
Did another CB and it was way fainter than yesterdays.
So definitely a chemical miscarriage.
I’m absolutely devastated

 

[Suggerhoney]

14dpo now.
Af showed at 13dpo last cycle and 14dpo the cycle b4.
But it usually don’t start until 16 17 dpo.
So just gonna wait to bleed now.

 

[3boys]

I am so so sorry.

 

[cheerios]

Oh hun. Life is so unfair. I totally feel your pain. Praying for you.

 

[Suggerhoney]

Oh hun. Life is so unfair. I totally feel your pain. Praying for you.

thanks so much hon.
15dpo today and tests still showing lines but vvvvvv faint. Just waiting to bleed now.
It’s so devastating but it is what it is. praying I fall again quickly and it will be my sticky take home rainbow

 

[MrsKatie]

Honey I’m so sad to read this and so sorry I am praying this next cycle is the one

 

[xxmyheartxx]

I'm so sorry

 

[littlewitch]

Suggerhoney --i am so sorry. Chemicals are so sucky. It just seems extra unfair. Like so close, and bittersweet

 

[markswife10]

I’m so so sorry hun hugs!!!

 

[Suggerhoney]

Ladies can you really see me getting my rainbow?

I just know at my age the chances are so slim. And the miscarriage rate so high.

I feel so hopeless again right now.

like yea it’s so good I fell again,
But a year of trying with a chemical and a miscarriage, then nothing but BFNs since June.
Then to finally to catch again only to lose again.
It just feels too much,

My heart is smashed to pieces.
I wanna fall again quickly, and pray so so much that I do and that one will be my rainbow,
But what if I don’t fall again. Or what if I do but I keep losing.

I know the later is more likely because of my age.

Just praying for a miracle,

 

[3boys]

I can understand your concerns but like I’ve said before I’m in a lot of large family Facebook groups where women are having babies into their late forties so although I know it takes longer I do see it happening for you. I totally get how low you feel but you are grieving. A loss is a loss. Go easy on yourself.

 

[Suggerhoney]

I can understand your concerns but like I’ve said before I’m in a lot of large family Facebook groups where women are having babies into their late forties so although I know it takes longer I do see it happening for you. I totally get how low you feel but you are grieving. A loss is a loss. Go easy on yourself.

thanks love. That does give me a little hope.
Just praying it happens soon.
I’ve just started spotting

 

[Bevziibubble]

Thinking of you

 

[3boys]

thanks love. That does give me a little hope.
Just praying it happens soon.
I’ve just started spotting

 

[Suggerhoney]

Thanks for the love ladies.
Cd2 for me now. Started bleeding red yesterday and woke up today heavy bleeding.
Just praying so much I fall again this cycle and it sticks and is healthy.
My heart is very broken right now.

 

[NightFlower]

I'm sorry love ❤ hugs

 

[Suggerhoney]

I'm sorry love ❤ hugs

Thanks love. Are you cd2 as well? I pray so much we both get our sticky rainbow BFPs this cycle hon.

 

[markswife10]

I'm so so sorry hun Hugs!!!