February Cherubs | Testing Thread

[josephine3]

@Suggerhoney how are you doing today? Thinking of you x
@Laurabub84 I'm kind of glad I don't temp and just go by the opks and presume I ov'd seems like its causing you a lot of stress x

 

[Suggerhoney]

I’ve just tested again and I’m still getting lines but vvvvvv faint. No darker so I’m just going to wait to bleed now. 15dpo today so if this was a viable pregnancy my tests would be alot darker by now.
I hate it that I’m having yet another loss. It’s very painful.
To go from being happy and excited to being rock bottom depressed is just so horrible.

 

[Suggerhoney]

@Suggerhoney how are you doing today? Thinking of you x
@Laurabub84 I'm kind of glad I don't temp and just go by the opks and presume I ov'd seems like its causing you a lot of stress x

Thanks for asking. Tbh I’m not doing good at all. I feel so so depressed and sad.
It was lovely to see lines again. But to lose again it just all feel too much.
It has given me that push to keep trying.
But I just don’t know when or if I will fall again. And again even if I do I’m so scared to have more losses.
I had 4 losses in 2020. And now 2 losses last year and now this loss too.
No sign of bleeding and no cramping since the other day.
But I know this is definitely a chemical because my tests are fainter and should be darker now.

So im just going to wait to bleed now.

 

[xZoeyx]

Thanks for asking. Tbh I’m not doing good at all. I feel so so depressed and sad.

It was lovely to see lines again. But to lose again it just all feel too much.

It has given me that push to keep trying.

But I just don’t know when or if I will fall again. And again even if I do I’m so scared to have more losses.

I had 4 losses in 2020. And now 2 losses last year and now this loss too.

No sign of bleeding and no cramping since the other day.

But I know this is definitely a chemical because my tests are fainter and should be darker now.



So im just going to wait to bleed now.

I wish there was something I could do to ease how you feel. As someone else said though, try to hold onto the fact this does show you can definitely still get pregnant! So it's not if but when. X

 

[Pink.Rose]

Thanks ladies
I’ve tested again and pee was quite dark and all tests are fainter including the clear blue one.
I know too well that this means chemical miscarriage.
That’s the 3rd loss now and my 10th loss in total.
I’m happy I can still fall pregnant but sad it didn’t stick and I’ve been taking maca and all the same things I was taking when I fell with my son. Even started the baby aspirin but it hasn’t worked.
The only thing I haven’t been taking this whole time ttc is B vitamins.
I was taking them when I fell with my son.
So I’ve ordered some.

will it be another 9 months b4 I fall again?
So scared now Incase I do fall again but lose again.

I did read late implantation is no good.

but then I’ve had early implantation and still lost too.

I'm so sorry, hugs for you!

 

[Pink.Rose]

I got a flashing smiley today on my clear blue opk, I expect to see it solid tomorrow. I'm going to have to venture out and see if I can find more as I only have 2 left. I'll be testing at least twice a day at this point so I want to make sure I have enough.

I had quite a bit of clear, stretchy CM last night, well, tbh I have a hard time telling the difference between CM and seminal fluids sometimes and we did DTD yesterday morning, but again it was clear so I think it was cm?.. and if so, it was the most ewcm I've seen in a long time! So I think the guaifenesin is helping!

I'm nervous.. I really hope this will finally be the month! It's nearly a full moon and I've got a good feeling about this!

My 2ww will begin soon! If I do concieve this month, then by LMP my due date would be Nov. 2nd.

 

[Pink.Rose]

Omfg
As I was typing that last message I was waiting for my tests as I'd just done them, I see a line on ALL of them, please tell me you all see it too 

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I see something on the bottom 2 for sure! Good luck!

 

[Laurabub84]

@josephine3 yeah I’ve decided not to worry for the next day or two about temps. I had a slow rise with my son but because with him I had an obvious dip on ovulation day it made it clearer to see. My opk is really faint today so I think I’m gonna class myself as 1dpo today and hope my temp goes up in the next day or two. Although to confuse me more I’ve had stabby pains in my right ovary area today It’s just frustrating because now I don’t know if we should bd again tonight just to cover myself but to be honest I really don’t feel like it after 3 nights in a row and dh is getting annoyed at me for stressing about it all. He doesn’t understand why I feel the need to track and analyse it all and why I can’t just let it happen when it happens. Being a man he just doesn’t get it. I need to know I’ve done all I can to get pregnant because I can’t bare the thought of missing a chance. I also reminded him that he’s the one that worries about his age. I just want to know it’s definetly happened so I can relax until testing time

@Suggerhoney i really am so disappointed for you but it’s good it’s given you a bit more of a boost to keep trying and hopefully given you back some hope now that you know you can get pregnant. Not that that makes it’s any easier right now. Hopefully next cycle will be a sticky little bean. Take care of yourself hun. I’m just so sorry for how this cycle turned out

@Pink.Rose hope you get that solid smiley tomorrow. Good luck to you hun

 

[littlewitch]

Sorry for yet another post. This definitely clarifies. Only a 2 hour hold with this too. I'm in denial a little still, I really hope this sticks

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@Saradavies89 I would guess somewhere like 9/10dpo at most I think! (Going by when I had EWCM and my darkest OPK test)

I see the line on the Wondfo and that FRER!!
Have you had any symptoms at all?

 

[tdog]

Sorry for yet another post. This definitely clarifies. Only a 2 hour hold with this too. I'm in denial a little still, I really hope this sticks

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How on earth did I miss this beautiful frer definitely clarifys it xx

 

[littlewitch]

xZoeyx---it is looking so promising!! Can't wait to see your next test

 

[littlewitch]

8 dpo BFN Wondfo. I don't think I am pregnant this cycle, I have got absolutely no symptoms.

 

[littlewitch]

8 dpo BFN Easy@home

 

[Newbie87]

8 dpo BFN Wondfo. I don't think I am pregnant this cycle, I have got absolutely no symptoms.View attachment 1114132

I’m the same BFN for me today. Have tested early but I don’t feel it either this cycle. So much for being more fertile after a MC

 

[littlewitch]

I’m the same BFN for me today. Have tested early but I don’t feel it either this cycle. So much for being more fertile after a MC

Hugs. I am slowly beginning to understand that I can not really effect this process. Out of the last 10 cycles, sometimes I have tried SO hard to get timing just right. And then, mother nature reminds me who is really in control.
I think next cycle I will not use OPK and just live.

 

[Saradavies89]

It may be too early yet @littlewitch dont count your self out yet.

I’ve been getting dull achy back today I’m hoping I didn’t miss ov I DTD day couple of days before and the day before I got my peak on the peak day I just hope I didn’t miss it. But I can’t stop eatin either, but I have a few days a month I’m like this so no change there really xxx

 

[xZoeyx]

8 dpo BFN Easy@homeView attachment 1114133

I am sure I see something on this honestly, I saw it straight away without having to make it any bigger on screen either!

 

[xZoeyx]

Just thought I'd update with an evening test. I really hope this doesn't upset those of you currently getting BFNs. I feel a little unfair posting

My evening test doesn't really show any different, just figured I'd do one before bed. I'm looking forward to tomorrow in the hopes there is some colour progression.

I really really hope those of you still waiting for a bfp get one ASAP!

 

[Newbie87]

Hugs. I am slowly beginning to understand that I can not really effect this process. Out of the last 10 cycles, sometimes I have tried SO hard to get timing just right. And then, mother nature reminds me who is really in control.
I think next cycle I will not use OPK and just live.

It’s completely draining isn’t it

 

[NightFlower]

@littlewitch sorry you got bfns today. Good luck!