Sore boobs, "super nose" as we call it (enhanced sense of smell) and cramps all going on for 3 days now, but at 8 dpo I got a BFN today. These are all normal PMS symptoms for me though lately. I thought I saw the faintest line on my premom today, but I'm certain it's just line eyes and I'm seeing where the line should be
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I'm still getting familiar with these tests.
Now I can't say I'm particularly religious in the traditional sense, but I do consider myself a spiritual person, and I do believe in higher powers and that I have spiritual guides of some sort looking out for me. I've been praying so hard and have asked for my baby to visit my dreams so that I'd know who it is I'm waiting for. If anything, thats what will keep me going. Now I'm not sure if it's an answered prayer, or just my hopes, but this morning, some time after waking up, but still laying in bed, I had like a 2 second flash of a curly blonde haired toddler girl playing with big Legos at a small table. It wasnt long enough to memorize all her features, but she looked like she could definitely be my baby. I've also seen a baby girl twice in my dreams now. The first time held by my daughter and I just knew it was her baby sister, but this dream was a few years ago, before my husband even had his reversal, much more recently though (a few months ago) I saw a baby held by me.
Ladies, my emotions are ALL over the place. I'm trying so hard not to read too much into anything, and I'm barely logging anything symptom wise this month as I don't want to get my hopes up just to have them shattered all over again, but it's hard not to over analyze every little thing when ttc...